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Someone hid my shoes. I was on the subway kidding around with 2 guys, one guy I knew. This guy had known my shoes were taken & didn't tell me. They had been taken by a tall white guy. When it became time for me to get off the train, my shoes were missing from the overhead bin. I took my quilted marroon colored mits & put them in my hands. I then walked outside to catch a yellow taxi home. It was night outside, I wasn't sure which way was north. I was disappointed & mad regarding my shoes. The next day, I sent an email to the office administrator & human resources of the firm I work at to describe what the tall guy had done.

It was a summer night, I was in a busy area by the sea and was with members of my family, it was like a tourist spot, with food stalls and people walking around and music playing in the distance. I was by the ocean, it was black and calm, and in the distance I could see the twinkling lights of another town in the mountains by the sea, a few kilometres away. I decided I wanted to go to the lights, so I told whoever was near me and started to walk in the water with no fear, I kept walking. Eventually when I came up out of the water everything was black and I couldn't see. I turned around and walked back towards the direction of the noises of people and music, to look for my family.

Thought i'd take my own advice for once. March18 2014. Laying here thinking. Feels like i got deported. Friends and family miss me dearly. Mom thinks im a drug addict. Telling other fam that im mixing drugs and all this non sense. I honestly don't know how my mental os remaining strong after all this shit that i been through. not a complaint. I know im still here by the Grace of God. Who am i though. People probably look at me and say. oh , there goes that corny SKINNY ass nigga daniel, Why is sharde even with him. Why did alex even date him. he's Nobody. Right. Im Nobody. I can accept this. why. because 1. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. and i believe in standing by your opinion. so If Im Such A Nobody. how About hou prove im A Nobody. Matter of fact. how About you walk in my Shoes. parents Divorced when i was like 3. Sent away by my mom 3 times. made my mother think she failed as a parent with me. Constant pressure to Succeed in something you don't even have a passion for. Judged by your family because of the decisions you make. Thats Not even Half Of It. but You still see me crack a fucking smile so you can think everything is Ok. When in actuality . its Not. Its far from Ok.

I dreamt that early in the morning before it was light took a basket of food to a work colleage for her father (her father is no longer alive I whenever met him) I didnt have to go far so I went in just my nightdress and no.shoes however I couldn't find my way home each time I thought I had found the way there was another dead end . My feet were cold and sore I grew very tired was also.embarrassed as the day went on and there were people.around at one point I ended up in some sort of builders yard and workmen could see me .so I decided to take side streets but I could myself further away from home and exausted

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