I have multiple relationships with various women, but only have sex with my ex-girldfriend
A little backstory since I think it's relevant to a recent dream. The past couple of years I've been doing a lot of traveling and figuring out what I want, and what I don't, want to do with and have in my life. I've learned a lot and have been having a mostly awesome time (hardships always come and go) but currently finally at peace and calm with whatever happens, probably the most at ease with anything I've ever been. About two years ago I broke up with a girlfriend and it wasn't pretty. Recently, we finally had contact and while not necessarily patching things up, I cleared the air with full disclosure so internally I feel good about that now. So that's me currently but the dream deals with someone from the past. It was seven years ago and I had a childlike crush on a girl, I was 17. Probably as close to perfect as one could be but while I got to know her and became friends she ended up getting into a relationship with a guy who took her down a dark road for a few years. I was young and the crush passed like they all do and I never really had bad luck with girls so It worked out. I saw her a couple times years back but it was just small talk and not much else. So while it's been 4-5 years since I've seen or talked to her, last night I had a dream about her. I was at her parents house and we were close, kissing, and happy. I think I had just come back from another trip to a random country. She said she had letters for me and I had to read them and then decide what I wanted to do and find her and her mother and let them know my decision. I read the letters. They were dated over the years but they were never sent to me. She had kept them. They said that she loved me and wanted to be with me. As I read them the dream became almost lucid. I felt a sense of acceptance and salvation as I knew how she felt, after everything I had been through, experienced, and done, she had wanted me, and had told her whole family such, and it was a pretty amazing sensation. That's pretty much the dream. One of my favorite ones and the only one I can remember in quite a long time. Thoughts?
On a trip with my best male friend and a close female friend. I woke up to find my close female friend and my best male friend naked in the same bed. I felt awkward and deflated, but I don't fancy him. I then walked into the corridor and I walked past many rooms, including a tattoo room and a spa. I went back to our room and got dressed, then went out to explore the town. Then it was the next day, and I left without saying goodbye to my friends. I was about to get into the taxi when I realised I left my slippers in the room. I went back to the room and my best male friend hugged me, he put his hands under my shirt and squeezed my hips. We sat on the floor and hugged for ages
Relationships
Sitting on a log hanging over a creek, it sunny.. an acquaintance or friend im not too fond of but seem to be having a heart to heart with. we talk about abusive relationships and i cringe by the irony, she shows me a text message or tweet and i begin to cry, she holds me in her arms, hugging me. something tells me its gonna be alright. her long brown hair, brunette.
Ufos airships over head
Plasma lines across the sky. air ships all above a large bridge, people on the ground hiding from view. bread 6 dollars. wood shanties like a complex of people living there. swap meet in a field
I dreamt a small innocent looking man in his 60s was catching a female mute swan to be taken somewhere. He put her in the back of a delivery van (in this case, frozen chips/fries) but it was empty. As he put her in he threw her because she tried to defend herself and then I witnessed him throwing a large heavy roll of paper at her and shouting You S.O.B... The make swan was calling for her (with the voice of a stag) from the public park where they lived. The man disappeared but I had taken down the number on van to report. He returned and i somehow got in the van and rescued the swan who was all bound up and strung up like a trophy. The man said he was going to kill both of us but I got her out and released her back into her habitat. He found out and chased me, but then I found his van all boarded up in an attempt to hid his identity. I ripped it all off to show people who he was.
I woke up in Ross's apartment with a half-empty bag of chips in one hand, and I could hear Ross's xbox still going, but Ross was passed out with the controller still in his hand. I got up and started to stretch, when I heard something. Fast footsteps, but with slower, heavier footsteps behind them. The faster ones started to get even faster, until they were full out sprinting, but the heavier footsteps remained the same. Ross's apartement is in deep Osborne village, so it's normal to have people being loud at weird hours, but this time it was different. It sounds like the stupidest thing I've ever said, but you know how you learn your parent's footsteps before they come to your room? Or when someone enters your house and you know exactly who it is? The footsteps sounded like them. I hadn't heard them in so long. I carefully got up, making sure that Ross didn't wake up. I ran up the stairs, noticing that it was still dark outside, and got blinked a few times so that I could see. I found that the place was different at night – it looked more vintage. I tripped across the carpet, and a red light flashed in the reflection of a painting. I felt my heart skip a beat, and I looked closer to the red light in the reflection. I supposed that it was the reflection of the fire alarm, but then. Well, I heard a crash behind me, and when I turned around I felt myself being pushed to the ground, and a broken down pick-up truck, and I got pinned beteen the wall and the car. A girl walked out of the car, the same one, from the painting before. She walked up to me, trying to get out from between the car. She looked at me, in the eyes, I think, it was pretty dark, and then she lifted my chin. She mouthed the words, “I'm so sorry I had to do this” but I heard the words “16:00 408 HARBISON NEW.” And the 9 year old girl stroked my hair until I passed out.
A clothing store with extravagant clothing. there with an old acquaintance, who's fashion i've always admired. she finds a nice pleated beige skirt, one of which ive longed for- and swore she already had one like it, and claims it will be suitable for traveling, i am a bit jealous. i continue up the stairs, deviating from the rest of the group, the establishment much like i a funhouse, a green staircase, red, burgundy... i find my acquaintance once more, shopping around, and i curiously follow, she whips out a hair dryer in which looks like a gun, i am amazed and suddenly find myself on the couch, making out with and touching get intimately, she puts the hair dyer fun in my mouth and the hot air burns and chaps my lips, she exclaims something about dirt, and suddenly i realize that behind a door at a large group of paparazzi, who have been unbeknownst to be filming our steamy rendezvous, we both quickly recoil and sprint away abashedly, guiltily.. as they scream we're LIVE!! this is LIVE footage!! i cringe with disgust, hoping this won't be plastered all over the internet in the next coming hours.. i travel back down the stairs to find a midway red staircase, which is disjointed from the rest of the stairs, as if it appeared magically.
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