Dreams grandmother

Dreamed my deceased grandmother resureccted and was trying to kill me

My grandmother wanted to kill me and my father.

I killed my entire family. My mother father grandmother. But not my grandpa. And i feel it to be normal. Because I do this in online games ( i do never play online games in reality) . I ran away , live shabby life, and garbage work. I want to kill myself in my dream now. I am finding ways to kill myself and in fear I woke up.

I Visited with my grandmother and my aunt

There was this woman, and someone that I called my grandmother, she was trying to kill me and my father, the other woman was trying her best to change her mind and help my grandfather with self harming, in the end I shot my grandmother with a gun and saved everyone else.