Understand My Dreams

Dreams drunk

With my ex girlfriend we were going to college but when we got to the college it was a mall on the inside. Later we were at a party and everyone was drunk. She went to the bathroom and while I was waiting for her my friend was throwing up because she was so drunk. When she came back from the bathroom she was holding hands with her friend and I stopped talking to her when she confronted me she was saying it was nothing serious and then she said "isn't that your mom across the street?"

I was hiding with my head down and my arms around my two little sisters. We were screaming and crying. In the front of the car was my mother driving. she was wild and her hair was flying through the air. We were driving fast and on the roads and through the air and in the mountains and upside down and the wind was blowing and I knew we were going to die. I was trying to save my sisters. I didn't have he energy to get in the front seat and tackle my mother. I just knew we were going to die and were screaming about it. she was happy and drunk and yelling and showed no fear and was just such a bitch.. she stoopped and walked away while I remained forever scarred.. forever

Its all dark again. im sitting at a long dinner table with others i dont recognize, they tell me to be quiet as a man looms over me. we're enacting a play and i didn't memorize any of my lines. the others cower, snapping at me when i say the wrong thing. i must be drunk, as i begin signing, loudly and out of key. the man is testing me, wanting me.. they warn me.. i falter, carelessly. soon, we make a move to leave, packing up our vw bus, fuming, silently.

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