Dreams beat

This seemed to be loosely based off of Caroline and a circus, it also felt like I had been here before either in a dream before or it was just a random memory from this dream. Basically I was running literally for my life through this puzzle. Certain rooms include crossing a bridge with a huge drop underneath, a long maze hallway with light twitching, tree house like rope course which things would fall apart as you went. While going through these rooms a woman was chasing me. I finally found the final room and I ran inside. I remember the room being filled with lots of colors, the walls went from blues, purples, pinks, yellows, and more with designs like spirals, dots, zig zags. On the ground were a bunch of pillows matching parts of the wall and there were a couple of mirrors around me. I actually knew what would happen next, again as if I’ve done this before. Then the girl appeared in the room holding a butcher knife. I remember a conversation we had but not exactly what we said. It was about the fact that this was the final room for me to do and the girl would give me a puzzle, since I've done this before I think I had either known I couldn’t beat the puzzle or I was too tired/ lazy to do it. So instead I decided to annoy the girl so maybe she’d just let me go. She ended up getting really really mad at me and took the knife and sliced it in between my left shoulder and neck. I didn’t wake up immediately though. The person pushed the knife into me further. It didn’t hurt, I even remember these exact words in my mind “Why doesn’t it hurt?” Yet I was still wincing in pain. After the knife was pushed down to my stomach I finally woke up.

I dreamed of my thumb nail on my right hand in increasing pain as a beatle formed under the nail and came out then a leg of a smaller beatle stuck out and it formed into a beatle under my nailbed and came out .Then the pain ceased. It was weird and I was close to being totally awake and got up afterwards that morning and have felt it meant something ever since its been on my mind

I dreamed of my right hand thumb nail in pain as a beatle formed under the nail and came out then a leg of a smaller beatle stuck out and it formed into a beatle under my nail bed and came out .It was weird and I was close to being totally awake and got up afterwards that morning and have felt it meant something ever since its been on my mind

One time I dreamt about loneliness and unhappiness the dream kept on getting worse and worse as it went on, It started with being happy with my family and my boyfriend , we had fun for the day quarantine was over. As I kept going in that dream the darker it got it started when i was over at my boyfriend s house, he hit me abused me his parents and sister did nothing he beat me just like my dad did when i was younger but more violent, I didn't do anything wrong and i know i didn't but i was beaten anyways. I ran away into the woods scared for my life as my boyfriend gets his gun from the area he leaves it and I'm running for my life. Then i reached a point where i lost him, i ran deeper through the woods and found a swamp the swamp was beautiful and had a lot of nice things kind of like what you would see from a disney happy part of a movie, animals were there, my dead family members and everyone was there and my grandma saying “it's not your time yet to die dear keep going and don't look back” as I look back my boyfriend s gun was right at my face.

Waiting for the nuns to beat us like usual but they never came. We found them all sitting around the tv freebasing. Joey asked what about the regular beatings and they said we needed to beat ourselves tonight. Then I woke up.