Dreams pain

In my dream, I was sitting in a graveyeard with tombstones covered in Moss. I was painting a water color painting, but needed help.

I had a dream Travis R. that took me on a date. We went on a train (Kalie came with us) to Joey Graceffa's house. We went in and saw Gabby there (Gabrielle Eisterhold). Joey still had his Christmas tree up with a few ornaments on it. I asked for a picture with Joey. Then, we explored awhile while Joey was outside doing something (idk what). Meanwhile, I took a lot of selfies in his house (Lol). When he came back in, we ate some kind of pasta stuff (I forgot what exactly it was). Then we left and went by train to Ellen Degeneres' house. I remember that the inside of her house looked similar to ours (stairs were in same place, living room, kitchen, etc). All I remember next is that we went by train back home. The next day of school, Travis told everyone about it at soccer. I was watching them play. Everyone was amazed. {then I woke up} •Small details: my toenails were painted red, silver, & blue. Train number was 800.

I endured horrible bullying at a new school where everyone told me i didn't belong, that would never fit in. They teased me and called me fat and ugly. But I tried to be strong and ignore the ridicule or laugh at it. I thought that if I wanted to go there i continue to do so and that no one could convince me otherwise. It hurt me bad and I couldn't deal with the pain of rejection. I woke up horrified because in real life I just started school and everyone is actually friendly towards me.

I was riding a brown and white paint horse that liked to jump finces

A snake goes to bite my sister and I reach out to stop it and it bites my hand. My sister goes to find help but gets distracted and takes her time and by the time she brings a nurse the poison has spread and I'm in a lot of pain. The nurse injects Anti-venom directly into my spine in my upper back and my body goes numb and she tells me it will be a while before I will get better.