I show up at my job. Both my wrists are cut and bleeding. I make my way to the manager’s office and there I see Joe and Dianne. As I reveal my bleeding wrists I tell them, "Thank you for making it so clear to me that this is what life is like and will always be like. Thank you for making it so clear that I can't keep living my life like this." As my sobs and tears increase both Joe and Dianne just stood there and did nothing. Then in burst the meat manager Sammy and Tony who also works in Meat. Both of them confronted Joe and Dianne. Sammy punched Joe twice on the face yelling at him and asking him why the hell he hasn’t called the ambulance or even tried to help me his ‘adopted daughter,’ and Tony was yelling and cursing at Dianne asking her the same thing apart from the adopted daughter part. While they were doing this before I could collapse from the loss of blood; the produce manager and closest friend that I have at Safeway came in a lifted me into his arms. As I looked up at him my eyes growing heavy, I knew that anyone who looked into my eyes could see that they were dead, that I had already giving up on life. As I looked up towards his face I was shocked for there I saw tears in his eyes that were threatening to fall. His face filled with concern, worry, heartbreak, and anger. He carried me to his car and drove me to the Hospital. Before arriving at the hospital I said to Chris in a weak whisper, "Please forgive me Chris. I know that I told you that I would try but I just can’t take this anymore. I know that you must hate me and are upset that this is what I have chosen but please know and understand that I am finally at peace and finally free." As we pull up to the hospital he turns his head in my direction and says in a soothing and worried voice, "Don’t you dare talk that way Danielle. Don't you dare give up. Don’t you know how many people will be crushed to have lost you? I know that I will be grieving beyond belief. You matter Danielle and are love by so many people. Don’t throw that away because Safeway is treating you like shit, but that doesn’t mean that you need to allow yourself to give up on your life and all that you will be missing out on. Please don’t," He then comes over to the passenger side door lifts me into his arms and says with such sincerity that I have never heard him use, “Don’t give up on life. You will be greatly missed by so many, and you will undoubtedly will be greatly missed by me.” He then kisses me gently on the forehead and then runs in as fast as he can while carrying me. As we enter he calls for help and we are surrounded but before I pass out and hope I am finally dead and at peace, I see his haunting tear streaked face drilled and captured in my mind and the last thing I see. The crushed, worried, concerned, grieving, angry, and a hint of love, all emotions written on Chris’s face as my eyes close and I feel death coming most of me wanting it to come now, but the image of Chris making a small part of me hoping for life to give me a second chance. That is when I wake up from this dream/ nightmare. January 06, 2013 > Read Dream Analysis
Came home to a naked drunk friend in my house and took care of her and then everyone was awake and she and my boyfriend were flirting and then i told her it was time for her to go and she and him just laughed and then kissed then i started punching her and woke up January 18, 2013 > Read Dream Analysis
I fly in my dreams and when i try to throw a punch i can't throw a hard one January 16, 2013 > Read Dream Analysis
Man I love looks old and skinny. Long hair with garbage in it. He walks away and a man hits on me. He comes back and looks beautiful, haircut, new clothes, and muscular. Punches man in the face for me and knocks the guy on the floor. The man gets up and punches me in the face. Man I love punches him in the face again. Takes me by the hand and leads me up the stairs. He then slides his hand on my butt twice. We see there are people having sex in every room and I suggest we go downstairs. His outfit changes again. January 21, 2013 > Read Dream Analysis
Ex came back to a party i was having. and before leaving punched me 4 times in the forehead January 19, 2013 > Read Dream Analysis
Eat snail, screaming girl, hit by punching bag knocked over, samurai with swords around fire January 16, 2013 > Read Dream Analysis