Understand My Dreams

Dreams chest

I was in a run down city, the buildings had numerous bullet holes in the them. At some point I was walking down the street when I fell backwards. To my horror I had four bullet holes in my chest. At first I experienced sheer terror but then I started to walk away. Like I hadn't been shot at all. Then I went to a wedding, bloody shirt and all and enjoyed a beautiful ceremony, at which I caught the flowers. No one cared about my appearance either. Afterwards, I trudged up a steep walk way to a car and tumbled inside, I want to say it was my truck. Three days passed by and I remember dying, lying in the front seat.

We are hugging, wrapped in each others arms, feeling safe, feeling whole. The energy is so passionate, so pure and so strong that it is nearly tangible. My eyes are closed and I'm pressed up against him, feeling his heart beat, the rise and fall of his chest, his strong arms around me; I melt into him. I focus, and feel - the feeling we've known before, that we've shared before. It is a complete high, physically, mentally, and emotionally. I feel our energy transfer, as if each cell has found its reciprocal messenger, has become fully charged, and begins to transform us into a unit, more powerful and strong than two separate entities. I am just taking in the moment, so content we have found each other again, so grateful that after all we've been through, after a horrible falling out, we could see past it and identify our true feelings. I hold on to him so tightly because I want this moment to last forever, I want to absorb it all. I hold him so close, afraid to let go- as if afraid that if we should disconnect physically, we will drift apart and will have to struggle to find our way back again. My head is tucked on his shoulder, he leans his head back so I readjust and my eyes meet his. He is silent for a moment as we just connect. Our eyes are bright, full of love and life. Finally, he breaks the silence and says 'Do you realize how much I love you?' almost with a hint of sadness knowing we had lost our way. With that simple phrase, although he doesn't verbalize it, there is a mutual understanding, a mental communication that he doesn't just mean 'I love you' but also that he has missed me, that he's genuinely sorry for the hurt we both felt. I squeeze him a little tighter as the corners of my mouth curl up and slowly reveal a familiar grin, wide and pure. I reply 'Well, you came back didn't you?' We hug each other even tighter and he whispers in my ear 'I never really left'.

Dreams of getting shot in the chest and dying: I had a dream where I was in like a police raid and was shot by an officer with a shotgun...one shot to the chest, boom. My cousin ray is by my side and he sticks with me while the ambulance comes...I can feel the hole in my body bleeding, I see the blood run over the ground where my face is and I pass out...I wake up in a hospital gown, still kinda bleeding but I'm not in the hospital, I try to get up and walk then I woke up...it was so vivid, wat does it mean???

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