Understand My Dreams

Dreams chest

My sister was in front of my on our back deck. Her heart was split up on the surface of her chest with one layer of skin over it accept the center part. The whole thing was beating and you could see it beating. The part of the heart not covered in skin was bleeding. She didn't seem to notice.Behind her coming from the gutter was a "waterfall" Of blood. she started walking backwards not facing the waterfall and I reached my hand out and shouted "Watch out" But she fell backwards into the blood then I woke up.

My orchestra conductor was building up to the topic of retiring! When she got to the point I was keeping in my cry but I shed tears anyway! My stand partner, Maggie, asked if I was ok and I said yes but I really wasn't! Then my orchestra teacher asked me if I was ok and I said yes but I still wasn't! We talked after class and she said that I was always a treat to have in class! Then I was in English and my teacher kept saying that I never listened and never got what we were talking about and all these bad things and I kept saying, "I am a good student! I am a good student! I am a good student!" But she wouldn't by it! Then I was in orchestra class again with my teacher explaining that she's retiring and when she got to the point I ran out of the class room balling with tears and my orchestra teacher came out looking for me and said that everything's going to be ok and just had that mentor moment with her! She fully understood me in everything I was saying!

I went in for a check-up at the Hospital. It was my mom, my baby sister, and my older sister in the room with me. The nurse comes in and starts to do the normal procedures done at a check-up. Then she measures my blood pressure with a sphygmomanometer and makes a face as if something is off. So then she hooks me up to a different type of sphygmomanometer, the one used for pregnant ladies. She freaks out and pushes me back on the bed and picks up her intercom phone and calls all the Cardiovascular surgeons to the room immedeately. But I am in no pain what so ever. Doctors come rushing in and before i can even process what is happening, i'm rushed to the surgery room. My mom and sisters don't know what is going on either. Then they send my sisters and i to a room that we would be staying in for a few days. The weird thing is, it looks exactly like the inside of our house. except the only lights on are the ones from the television. My older sister is just on the cuch watching Tv, and i have my baby sister in my arms while i walk around searching for my mom. i figure she is with the doctors discussing what is going on. I decide just to go into any room that had light, the rest of the hospital was dark. So everytime I went through a door there was always some other door with light in it. I kept following them, when finally i reach a door that I can hear voices from. I crack the door open just enough to where I can sneak a peak of what is going on. I overhear the Doctors discussing wth my mom that I will need a heart transplant. Then they show her the heart. It's purple and it is glowing, then i see her carrying it in her bare hand while it beats. I think to myself, "Oh alright.", it didn't phase me at all. Then i go back to the room with my sister. All of a sudden my best friend Cheyenne is there on her iPod watching Tv with my sister. It feels like a normal day. Then my little sister just isn't there anymore neither is Cheyenne. I walk to my room, lay on my bed, and start to text all my friends saying that if i die i love them. After i send the message, i pace back and forth in the hallway, anxious for my mom to come back. I ask my older sister where she is and she doesn't know. I assume she is still with the doctors, but it's been a while. Then My mom walks in, i can hear the sound of her heels and her car keys. I ask where she was and she said she was picking up people frome my friend Tatianna's house. Then i was confused and mad at the same time, so i said, "Are you serious?". With a hurt feeling in my chest. Then she said that the world didn't revolve around me and that she had other things to get done. I Started Sobbing and said, "Well I just thought i neded you, since apparently i need a heart transplant." then i woke up crying, right next to my mom.

I dreamed about my grandmother who passed away when i was in 10th grade. in my dream i was at her house and i was leaving the den to leave the house but when i turned the corner she was there. we started talking about things but i don't remember what we digusted. then all of sudden she started to cough and she could stop and she started to fall so i caught her and she passed away in my arms. I started baling crying in my dream and i could feel the pain in my chest but i knew i was dreaming but i couldn't wake up. I was calling for my mom to help but she could do anything.

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