Dreams with him

My brother was a serial killer who wears a white hoodie and has black hair. A tall man with white skin and no face was like a father figure to us. We got into a fight with a jock at school. I stabbed the jock in the foot. A boy named Toby who was wearing goggles grabbed my hand and lead us both deep into the forest. We came to a mansion, which confused us. We had never seen it before. This was how we met the man. He introduced himself. I was worried about what me and Jeff (my brother) would do. We could not go back to our parents. After a while the mansion was like a home to us. One day I decided to wear some band merch and converse shoes to school. AS I slung my backpack over my shoulder and started the walk down the path, Jeff teased me. He asked why I was so dressed up, as he put it, and said it was for a boy i denied it, but he was right. I ended up in love with him. Slenderman didn't want me, a proxy, to fall in love with a mortal. So i fought and struggled to keep it hidden from him. When the boy, who was named Johnnie, asked why I had to keep it secret, I told him my dad doesn't want ne dating. And some vad things could happen to us if my dad found out. He just nodded and grunted. So one day I fell asleep next to him on his bed. Slenderman had had Jeff go out and look for me. When Jeff got back dad was mad. He hated me. He hated Johnnie. And Jeff was dissapointed in me. I was dragged out of the home, held in restraint by Jack and E.J. I saw a look of fear on Johnnie's face. I heard Jeff ask what had happened last night, and he honestly replied that we both fell asleep. Jeff didn't believe him and slapoed Johnnie hard. He thought that Johnnie had drugged me up and raped me. He was wrong. Jeff ended up killing him. When he got home he came into my room and said everything was fixed and it would all be ok. I saw his bloody hoodie and gasped. I stuttered the question of did he kill Johnnie, and he grinned with an affirmitive yes. This sent my crying into sobbing. I screamed at him about how i hated his guts and how he had killed my first love. A while later i procured a knife and started cutting. I would use stolen makeup to disguise the scars that covered my body. I stopped smiling like i used to and hid in my room a lot more. Jeff started to worry. One day he walked in while I was moving the blade across my wrists.

I'm visiting my childhood home, in the backyard. The rest of the family, including my dead grandmother, are in the house waiting for me to come inside. I'm playing in the frog pond and see three big ones and two small ones. I manage to catch the small one and bring it inside. I change into my swimming suit, which is kinda sexy, and com e back outside, where I see an ex boyfriend that I still want. We are getting along pretty well and he suggests that I jog with him. So he starts running and I cannot catch up with him. So does this mean anything? Either subconsciously or future wise because I believe in both.

I was at a party with friends everyone was drinking alcohol and on drugs. I grabbed someone's truck and took off because I thought my ride was leaving and I drove it through a window I had glass in my fingers from trying to open the window and some boy came up to me hugged me and then ate me out and it felt amazing he was very sexual touching me I loved it I felt Inove with him he had necklaces on one was a cross one was a seeing eye hand and the other was a Jewish star

My brother was a serial killer who wears a white hoodie and has black hair. A tall man with white skin and no face was like a father figure to us. We got into a fight with a jock at school. I stabbed the jock in the foot. A boy named Toby who was wearing goggles grabbed my hand and lead us both deep into the forest. We came to a mansion, which confused us. We had never seen it before. This was how we met the man. He introduced himself. I was worried about what me and Jeff (my brother) would do. We could not go back to our parents. After a while the mansion was like a home to us. One day I decided to wear some band merch and converse shoes to school. AS I slung my backpack over my shoulder and started the walk down the path, Jeff teased me. He asked why I was so dressed up, as he put it, and said it was for a boy i denied it, but he was right. I ended up in love with him. Slenderman didn't want me, a proxy, to fall in love with a mortal. So i fought and struggled to keep it hidden from him. When the boy, who was named Johnnie, asked why I had to keep it secret, I told him my dad doesn't want ne dating. And some vad things could happen to us if my dad found out. He just nodded and grunted. So one day I fell asleep next to him on his bed. Slenderman had had Jeff go out and look for me. When Jeff got back dad was mad. He hated me. He hated Johnnie. And Jeff was dissapointed in me.

A message popped up on my phone from my boyfriend saying he received news that i wanted to break up with him. Which is true by the way. He was saying im scared. Im sad. Then im outside and i see a car crashed into a tree. A guys spirit comes out and the clouds are spreaded apart like gods hand leading him into heaven. His spirit turns around and waves saying if i can move on then so can you