Understand My Dreams

Dreams real life

I endured horrible bullying at a new school where everyone told me i didn't belong, that would never fit in. They teased me and called me fat and ugly. But I tried to be strong and ignore the ridicule or laugh at it. I thought that if I wanted to go there i continue to do so and that no one could convince me otherwise. It hurt me bad and I couldn't deal with the pain of rejection. I woke up horrified because in real life I just started school and everyone is actually friendly towards me.

My boyfriend Edwin and I were together at one of his photo shoots (in real I've he is a photographer), he also works at tmobile and his co worker was the model for the day (he really plans to shoot with her although before I say this I know this has nothing to do with me being fearful in real life about something going on between the two because she no longer works with him and I just know there's nothing going between the two) . So as he began to lens over and show her the picture she just shot she would rub on his arm in a flirtatious way that I didn't like. I then turned to her (as we sitting next to one another on the same couch) and asked her sternly in front of my boyfriend to stop touching him, she replied no with an attitude and I raised my voice and said you better stop touching my boyfriend and then she finally replied ok. I left the photo shoot and somehow quickly ended up back in my bedroom , I immediate,y called him on his cell phone and asked where he was and he told me he left the shoot and was heading home. Itold him I need you to come over to my house because we need to talk, and I began asking interrogating questions such as "are you driving her home, did she get in your car" all in all he told me no and said he would be on his way to me. As I waited I looked outside my bedroom window (which faces the street and nearby college football field) and the street wAs blocked off due to some kind of fair or something. I guess it was around 730 pm because it looked as though it was beginning to get dark but so dark there was still a little sun left in the sky. There were tons of young kids outside playing and one kid then announce "he's got a gun!" I looked out my window some more and noticed a suspicious man in a black hoody walking across the street. He then disappeared but I noticed some cops running into my building as all of that happened my boyfriend told ,e he was downstairs in front of my building so come down, I looked but couldn't notice the car and them he told me he had to park the car around the corner, as I got ready to go meet him downstairs to speak on what happened I woke up!

I dreamt I was somewhere at sea, in a battle but I don't know what for. after that unclear scene, I recall meeting an unknown girl whom I was intensely attracted to, for reason I still can't describe. somehow we later had a sexual affair, but was interrupted by my real life girlfriend . I quickly rushed to see her and things seemed tense between us for some unknown reason. as soon as I returned to the other girl she was gone. I searched for her, around and at sea. when awoke, it felt like I searched for her all around the world and was on the verge of giving up.

I had a dream about being in Switzerland with 2 Swiss gangsters of Turkish origin and Michael Corleone. We were in a hotel looking for a man named Federico. We came in demanding money from him with Michael being the most stern out of all of them. The gangsters then almost beat him to death. We then left the scene and me along with the Swiss Turk gangsters to the nearest train station. I then left alone and was probably in a random ghetto Los Angeles neighborhood sitting in a car bypassing a barber shop listening to a Drake song which does not release yet in real life.

In my dream, I was in a opened pavilion, wooden structure that was filled with beautiful people. The women were dressed like Greek goddesses. They were welcoming and even made me feel as if I was unique in special quality beauty. They were speaking to each other and casting admiring looks toward me. I sensed there were men around, but no faces or forms. I sensed I was at a place that was just western outskirts of my home town. A man entered and I recognized him to be my real life lover. He was wearing a covering around his waist made of a cloth and sandals, that looked to be Roman like. I remember studying his shoes and how the laces tied around his lower calves. In my dream, I didn't know him to be my lover, but as a very handsome man that entered the pavilion. All the women were looking at him and sending him pleasant smiles, yet he walked over to me and took my hand. I felt like a stranger to him, yet very receptive to his unspoken request that I go with him. He led me out of the building to the yard in the back. The sun was quickly setting. He had me to sit... which now seemed like the back of the bed of a truck covered in burlap and hay. Perhaps it was a wooden wagon, I am not for sure. He never spoke, but I was felt so completely elated that he chose me above all the other women to cast his attention. He stood next to the bed, where I was sitting and then he looked up to the heavens which were now very dark. The sky was completely covered in brilliant, sparkling stars. I marveled at how brightly they shown. He reached up with his hand and swirled the stars around in a circular motion, causing them to fall from the sky. They fell directly on top of me, showering me with real diamonds, collecting in my hair and my lap. My hands were cupped to catch them as I smiled and squealed in delight. I looked up to thank him and he was no longer there. I suddenly felt saddened. Appreciative that I would mean so much to him that he would pick me, yet not understanding his departure nor if I would see him again. I reviewed his swirling of the stars many times in my mind, and how he gave them to me.

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