Dreams hands

It's the same dream I've had for year's Im I the backyard of a house which I feel is mine. There's three children playing around me. The oldest I feel is my son the middle one is a little girl playing with him. And the youngest is a little blonde hair girl who I pick up in my arm's she tells me that she love me daddy. I can hear my wife in the house through the kitchen window. I'm talking to her back I can't ever see her face just her hands and hair. I walk up to the window and tell her I love her. But again I don't know who she is. I wake up crying every time I have this dream. I'm not married nor do I have childern. I truly want that life. But I haven't met anyone yet I've dated more then a few. But they always end with me getting hurt. I'm going crazy wondering who she is and what our children's name's are.

It’s in the middle of the mass and my mom tells me that she and my sister needed to go home to help paint the garage. Very shortly after, I get a call from my mom on my firefly cellphone that she and my sister were tied up to a pole by ninjas in black suits. I freak out and leave church and run straight home. I thought that it was weird that no one was home because my dad was painting. Being my young self, I got scared and do the only thing in the world that would make me feel calm again; play the Wii. I strapped on my Wii remote and started to play Wii bowling like I always did. I was almost done with my game when I heard a big knocking noise come from upstairs. It stopped eventually so I went back to bowling. Again, the knocking starts but this time it’s louder. I now turn off the T.V. and go to the steps. I walk a little bit up the staircase but then suddenly stop. I see my mom’s red high-heel shoes at the top of the stairs. They begin to walk like there is someone in them. I scream and run down the stairs and slam the door shut. The door opens so now I know there is some kind of ghost chasing me! I sprint out the house as fast as I could but still can’t get away from the shoes. I fall at the end of my driveway, sobbing. The red high-heels stand before me and the ghost is now hold items in multiple hands: a spray paint can, a brush, a baseball hat and a banana. I quickly try to call for help on my firefly phone but then the ghost suddenly kicked the phone out of my hand and crushed it with the heel. Next thing I know, all the items in it’s hand were thrown at my face. This is when I wake up.

White pigeon in my hands

I started a conversation with my crush in line at a coffee shop and he was nervous and wouldn't stop making eye contact with me. Then I was swimming in a pool with my crush and he was telling me how pretty I was then he kissed me, then we were at school holding hands and we started dating. He told me he wanted to go to the same college as I did and we kept dating.

I've recently been getting anxiety about certain things. My mind would be messing with me, making me think things like "you may be friends with all the kids in your school but what if they're fake?" or things like "they all hate you". My mind would also randomly dig up things in the past just to point out evidence that all my so called friends are "fake" and it would kill me inside. I didn't want to talk about it to my friends or anyone because my mind would also make me think that it would make me a "toxic" and "needy" person. My mind would dig up all my past mistakes and make me think I am a villan to everyone, and that I was also a human parasite. I just kept fighting it and I didnt tell anyone about it. The weirdest thing is that everything has been going well for me and I dont have any quarrel with anyone at my school. But I cant help but have this dream..... I was at a fair full of people and even all the kids at my school, and strangers and other people. I would run into a friend and greet them, but all of them reacted negatively. ALL of the friends would. For example: The first friend, we were good friends but not super close you know. I went up to her to greet her but she seemed confused, creeped out, like she didn't even remember me. Like all the good memories of me and her were just.. gone. The second friend, was my best friend I've known for 5 years. In real life she had curly, long hair. But in this dream her hair was straight and medium length. So next, I went up to the second friend, complimented her hair, then have her a hug. She shoved me away and said I was creepy and that everyone at the school thought the same way. The weirdest thing is. I was known to be the "popular but kind" Kid that was friends and cool with everyone. This dream felt so real. After I met her in the dream, I would try to meet one school friend after another. They would all just act like they don't remember me and that I was a stranger. I greeted all the friends I knew. and they all traded me in an unfriendly way. Then this one kid that I didnt know of, appeared in my dream and just yelled out things like "Why do you even think that people like you? whats wrong with you?? Why are you so creepy everyone hates you!" Things like that. and I replied with things like "I dont understand..... I thought I was friends with them" We had a argument then mystery girl attacked me. I hit her in the face and pushed her off. Then I ran to a corner to pick up a high heel boot. She ran and tried to tackle me, then the lights went out and it was pitch black. I used the heel of the boot to hit her in the head repeatedly and get her off of me, then the lights were back on. The mystery girl was gone. There was nothing but a boot and blood on my hands. A teacher runs up to me and yells at me "Why did you do this?!?!?" And I just replied with "There's no such thing as real friends" and then I woke up. Crying more than I needed to. And now I have to know what it all means. like why was i at the fair?!?! why did all my friends turn against me? Why did I kill someone for self defense?