Understand My Dreams

Dreams stabbing

I was in a school gymnasium. shiny floors of the basketball court... red and white line markers on the floor of the court. i am standing in the middle of the gymnasium, the bleachers are full of people. I can see them, notice their clothes and feel that I know who they are... however, I cannot see any of their faces. They have blank faces. Like skin pulled down over them or something. No features, just flat skin colored faces.They do have their hair, I believe... though none stood out that I recall. In front of me is a man in all black. pants, long sleeves, and a black ski mask. He has a knife... a jagged edge knife like a hunting knife or something. He is repeatedly stabbing my mother who is hunched over and dressed in some sort of dress or long skirt and long sleeves. I cannot see my mothers face but I knew it was her. I start screaming and trying to run towards them but cannot move. All of a sudden, an old friend from school 3-12th grade friend, Cory was beside me with his arm around me as though he were comforting me. His face was the only one I could see in the whole nightmare. All of a sudden, my mother drops to the floor and lots of blood. The man swings his head up and looks at me straight in the eyes. I can see his medium brown almond shaped eyes. the skin around them was of a light brown color. He lunged towards me to come after me and I was able to turn and run - this is where I woke up. When I woke up, I was hysterical and as if in another world. one that I couldnt get out of. My roommates say I satt in the closet for three days. Rocking and crying and talking about my mother being dead and that he was coming for me. All I remember is that anytime I would close my eyes, it would continue so I didnt want to go to sleep. The next thing I know, or realize, or came to... so to speak... I was standing in the kitchen cooking macaroni on the stove and my friend was standing there looking at me and asking what I was doing. I dont remember coming out of this state at all. If three people hadnt told me and were all very serious about the fact that I had been in the closet freaking out for three days and nobody could calm me down or get me out of that place or state I was in.... I wouldnt believe it. I didnt think I had been there for three days, nor did I remember a lot of what they said I was doing... All I know is what I felt and what seemed so real to me to this day. I usually dont remember details like these from my dreams/nightmares... this one didnt feel like a dream... it felt like reality. people continue to tell me it was only a dream, but all I can say is that I have never had a dream feel like this or put me into such a scary and helpless place. I never EVER want to go there again. This was when I was 18yrs old. Since, my mother has passed from alcoholism when I was 33.I am 40 now.

I return to my home at night when all of a sudden, people I'm kind of friends with just come running out. I look around and find a person, I've only ever seen his face in real life before, he backs up and looks afraid. When I get close enough I notice a knife, and he puts on an evil grin. I run away to the kitchen where there are knives too defend myself. It becomes a dodge a stab, slash his arm thing for a while but he's not going down. I panic a look around, I trip and loose my knife. I run upstairs where I have a knife in my room, I avoid a stab and then quickly stab his side and wrench my knife out stabbing him again so he can't attack. He falls to the floor where it fades out to me rapidly stabbing him while shouting die.

Someone stole my package full of pictures that I had held onto my entire life. when I realized what happened I ran off to find them. I saw a picture of my brother lying on the ground where it was dropped, saw other pictures, when I got to the room and knew I was in the right place, I took some of their pictures to make them hurt like I was. I could only think they thought what I was carrying was valuable and had they known I only had pictures they would not have bothered to steal them in the first place. I ended up stabbing someone in the leg in a main artery and ran out so sad and crying hysterically.

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