Understand My Dreams

Dreams screw

It's a puzzle. That I've never seen the front of. It's a puzzle. That's a mystery to all but one. It's a puzzle. That is much bigger than me. I look at the other pieces, Connected. Sitting snugly within Their own places. And then I see the hooks. The hooks that I have screwed into my own hands. They hurt. But they're the only way To stay. To connect. How I wish I could unscrew the hooks, And fall to the floor, To be kicked under the cabinet. But I'm afraid. That if I let go, The pieces around me will let go. That if I let go, There will be a rippling effect. That will darken my corner of the puzzle And those around me will no longer fit snugly into their place. The hooks hurt my hands. They always have my attention. Pulling. Bleeding. But they'll stay screwed in, Holding on to my place. My place in the puzzle.

I was taking the PSSAs in Art class w/a friendWhen I was done my aunt& cousin Melissa was there & they were taking pictures and somehow I got the camera & then the bell rang but I was walking to my aunts house because she said I could stay there but my legs felt like jello. Every time I would walk my legs would give out. So, I finally just collapsed & a few kids came by on their bikes & then this one kid came by & was like "screw it" & threw his bike to the ground & walked right passed me. Then, he came back around but he was flying this time. So, he flew around for a while & when he came back around I whispered in his ear "Can you carry me?" he stopped & wrapped his arms around my stomach & asked "have you ever flew before?"& I was like no. Then, he brought me to the balconies.He was up above all of the balconies &then he went down which have me that falling sensation. Then he disappeared & I fell through the balconies as I reached the bottom I landed in an old bed my cousin used to have and it was enclosed. Then blood seeped through the ceiling and it formed a heart and wrote "like how she lost hers". Then I was able to move some things around to see the room but I was beginning to get claustrophobic but then I guess I fell asleep because I woke up and everything blocking me from getting out of the bed was gone and my baby cousin twins came running through my door. And then I woke up. But my cousin Melissa's husband was pretty much her superman because he was (and still is) obsessed with superman. But does this mean I'm getting my own superman? Am I going to lose him? Is my cousin going to lose her superman???

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