Understand My Dreams

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I HAD A DREAM THAT MYSELF, MY SISTER AND HER DAUGHTERS, WERE MEETING MY FATHER SOMEWHERE, IT WAS LIKE A VACATION OR SOMETHING. IT SEEMED LIKE A FOREIGN COUNTRY. MY FATHER PASSED YEARS AGO. BUT I REMEBER IN THE DREAM HAVING A COOK OUT, US PLAYING BASKETBALL LIKE WE USE TO, AND JUST HANGING OUT. I REMEMBER SOMEONE SAYING THAT MY DAD WENT TO THE HOSPITAL TWICE THE WEEK WE WERE THERE. THEN THE DAY BEFORE I LEFT I WAS A BASKET CASE. I WAS CRYING MY EYES OUT, IT WAS LIKE I KNEW I WOULDN'T SEE MY DAD AGAIN. I WENT TO SLEEP IN A ROOM ALONE ON THE FLOOR AND WOKE UP VERY EARLY. I REMEBER WATCHING THROUGH THE WINDOW FOR MY DAD. HE STARTED WALKING DOWN SOME STEPS AND I RAN OUT TO HIM. I WAS AGAIN CRYING AND TRIED PUTTING MY HEAD ON MY DADS SHOULDER. THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN HE GOT UP. HE TRIED TO GET MY MIND OFF LEAVING, HE WASN'T REALLY COLD BUT I WANT TO JUST HUG AND HAVE HIM HOLD ME AND THAT DID NOT HAPPEN. I KNEW HE LOVED ME. SOMEWHERE IN THE DREAM MY FATHER DISAPPEARED AND I WAS LEFT ALONE TRYING TO FIND MY NIECE TO RIDE BACK HOME WITH ME. THERE WAS A LOT MORE DETAIL BUT THAT IS THE BASIS. I WOKE UP TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY FACE AND OF COURSE I LOST IT ONCE I WOKE UP. THEN I COME TO WORK AND I HEAR OVER THE INTERCOM THAT TODAY THEY ARE MEETING AT THE FLAG POLE FOR TISSUE AND ORGAN DONORS...WHICH MY FATHER WAS. WHAT DOES THIS ALL MEAN. I MISS MY FATHER MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY. I WAS IN MY LATE 20 WHEN HE PASSED.

A character from a book i am currently reading came into my room while i was asleep. he crowled onto my bed so he was positioned on top of me. when he did this, i woke up and twisted around and in the action i flung him so i was on top of him. i held his hands down, even though he was sort of muscular and i knew he was stronger than me. then i asked who he was and he aid his name. then at the same time we said the organization he was from. i let him up and we sat on the edge of the bed. i knew if the organization sent him then something was bad. he told me i dont have normal blood and i needed to go with him to get my blood tested. i asked what i would do about my parents and he said he would take care of that. i was beggining to pack my stuff when i saw he had a troubled look on his face. then three wolves came into the room. he tried to protect me but then i was watching this scene unfols from a third person view. my eyes started glowing bright white and i skillfuly killed the wolves. my eyes stopped glowing. he looked at me in wonder and awe. i felt my knees go weak and as i fell he caught me and carried me out of my house and i felt mushy inside as he was carrying me. then i woke up for real.

I was working for this lady. I got a letter stating the business was moving to China. I didn't know if it included me. So I went to ask what was going to happen to me. She said I can go did I want to? I said I always wanted to go to China. I had to get my passport. I asked when was she was leaving. She said the 28th. I said wow that's soon how about I come down the week after. She shook her head no. Then I saw the boys eating a sandwich. And my oldest son Caleb said the one who made this sandwich its great. Youngest son there but he did not say anything. Then my husband was at this door.I think it was at some nonprofit organization. They were moving beds. My husband just left them and got in the car with me. I said did you tell them you were leaving. He said no they know and if something happens then I am going to lose it.

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