Understand My Dreams

Dreams have a crush

Last night I dreamed that I cheated on my long term boyfriend with one of my male friends. (a little bit of back story is that I used to have a crush on this friend and my feelings for him almost ended my current relationship a few times). In my dream I felt as though I really loved this friend and I ended up staying at his house and he kissed me. We started making out and eventually he just said "I'm so lonely" as he pulled out his raging boner. Except his voice and face started to resemble my boyfriend . We ended up having unprotected sex and I was filled with desire but also fear and regret. First of all I went out and got some emergency contraceptive because I couldn't have a love child from this affair. Then all I could think about was how guilty I felt. I wanted to tell my boyfriend what had happened but I didn't know how. I saw my friends mom after and she got mad at me about "ruining her innocent boy" (his family is rather religious but I havent really met them). The rest of the dream was filled with anxiety and guilt and just feeling lost in general.

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