Understand My Dreams

Dreams hate

I was hanging out with Johnathan at the football field again like I did last night, and he and I were getting closer than we’ve been and started talking and Landon and I had gone together because he and I were apparently really close and he left to do something. He finally showed up again and we were just hanging out with him and later he drags me away and pushes me under the bleachers and left me there and im yelling “Landon, you cant leave me here!” And he yelled back “you’ll be fine!” So I yell back to him “you know I can just leave, right?!” And he yells back to me “you’re not allowed to leave yet!” And he walks away. He comes back a few minutes later dragging Johnathan who’s asking where I went and Landon pushes him under the bleachers with me and leaves us. And Johnathan yells at him “Landon, you cant just leave us here!” And Landon yells back “Yeah I can!” And I yell at him “Landon, you cant leave me here!” And he yells back “Yeah I can! You came here with me so yeah I can!” And I just stop and stare at him and turn to Johnathan and look at him to see his reaction. And Landon stops and turns around and yells “Yall cant leave yet so yall stay under there until yall figure out how to settle the tension between the both of yall!” And he leaves us there and Johnathan just stares after him and I look up at Johnathan and he turns to me and stared at me for a minute before he asked “What was that about?” And I shook my head and didnt say anything and walked over to one of the poles holding the bleachers up and leaned against it. He turned to watch where I was going and followed me and stood in front of me. I asked him “You got your vape?” And he nodded and pulled it out. “Can I…” I started before he interrupted me. “You shouldnt but I’ll let you.” He said and he handed me the vape. We just started talking while we vaped and after a few minutes I got tired of vaping and looked at him and asked “Johnathan do you like anyone?” And he just stared at me and stated laughing slightly but said “Uh yeah. I like someone.” So I asked him “Who?” And he said “Cant say.” And I just looked at him and said “Why not?” And he said “Because I cant tell you.” And I asked “Why cant you tell me? It’s not like I can say anything or tell anyone. Why would I? Do you not trust me?” And he looked at me and said “Katie, it’s not that I dont trust you or think you’ll tell anyone, it’s that I’m honestly scared of what you’ll think and say.” I just look up at him and look into his eyes and reach out my hand and touch his shoulder and say “Johnathan, whatever it is, whoever it is, I wont say anything bad about them.” And he looks down at me and walks closer to me and I back up a little and he says “Fine. You wanna know who it is?” And I nod and he says “It’s you, Katie. I like you.” And I stare at him in shock and after a minute I say “Johnathan, why? Why do you like me? Im not pretty, confident, popular, or anything. Im below average height for a fourteen year old. Im underweight for an average fourteen year old. And nobody really likes me….” I start before he interrupts me and says “I do, Katie! I like you! I don’t care that you’re not popular or confident or that you’re below average height or underweight for an average fourteen year old! You’re beautiful Katie! And I like you! Ok?! I like you!” And I just stared at him because with each word he stepped closer to me and I stepped back. I looked at him and said “Johnathan, im not beautiful. Im not. Nobody thinks i am anyway.” He slid his arms around my waist and held me close to him and looked at me and said “You are beautiful, Katie. You are absolutely beautiful. I think you’re beautiful. Whoever doesn’t think you are is just jealous.” And he looked at me and stared into my eyes and leaned down to whisper in my ear and whispered “I really like you Katie.” And I just shook my head and said “Johnathan, no you dont. You think you do but you dont. Nobody likes me. Nobody should like me anyway. Especially you. I just end up hurting the people I love and care about. You dont….” I started but he interrupted me by pushing me against the pole we were leaning against earlier and towering over me and said “I do. I. Like. You. Katie. I like you.” And as he said this his eyes kept flickering from my eyes to my lips and I nodded when I got what he was silently asking. He leaned down and brushed his lips against mine softly and then I pressed my lips against his more firmly and he slid his arms around my waist and gripped my hips and I slid my arms around neck and leaned up and he pushed me against the pole more to keep me from falling. When we pulled away for air, we were both panting and he looked down at me and into my eyes and I looked up at him and into his eyes and he said “Katie, I do like you. So please stop saying I dont and that nobody likes you because I like you and you are beautiful. And I want to ask, will you be my girlfriend ?” And I just stare him and nod because im at a loss for words after the kiss. We then hear someone clear their throat and look over and see Landon standing there with an amused but unhappy look. He looks at us and says “That’s not exactly what I had in mind when I said figure out what to do about the tension between yall but it works.” And I blush and hide my face in Johnathan’s chest and he laughs and so does Landon. Johnathan looked down at me and smiled and Landon looked us and looked at Johnathan and said “Yall are cute together but if you hurt her it wont end well!” And Johnathan looked up at him and nodded. Landon walked up to us and hugged me and said he’d be back later and that Johnathan and I could leave from under the bleachers now.

A few nights ago I had a dream me and my boyfriend were going with my friend and her parents somewhere but I can’t remember where. She lived in like a hill desert area which was weird because in real life she doesn’t live by that. But we let my boyfriend drive and he was going super fast around the hills and curves and my friend’s mom was freaking out at me and him and told us to stop the vehicle, but then my dream just to us rolling the car onto some little ditch and my friend’s mom being so pissed. Then it jumps again to being in a mall and we were shopping then I can’t remember anything else. But it’s weird because this friend in the dream, I would never be allowed to hang out with because her mom hates my guts so much for I don’t know what reason.

I was in a store with my mum shopping and i saw a man checking a sachin tendulkar signed cricket bat for his son. his son was my crush. but then he said that he didnt need a cricket bat and that he could get whatever his sister wanted. back at home, my mum got the cricket bat and told me to take it to my crush and give it to him. she smiled and i went to his home and gave it to him. in his room i sat on the chair waiting for him to react. but he didnt. so i moved next to him and sat down. he then kissed me on my cheek and held my hands in his and said thank you while gazing deep into my eyes. the next moment, i was in my school and speaking to my crush's girlfriend . i was telling her about what happened between her boyfriend and me and apologized and said that i wont go near him. while this was happening, my crush came over and i said a hurried sorry and left.

School test pairing something like that Taehyung was my partner since we use to date I was late he left me and did it with someone else And then when I told him why he didn’t wait for me He told me he wanted to break up A girl asked him to date him He look at me and left Later I found out that I was pregnant I tried calling taehyung but he never picked up My family sent him the test on paper He didn’t look at it Years later he’s back in the city He is performing and I went to tell him The whole show he is making it as if he hated me the moment he saw me His best friend jungkook ignore me when I ask him to tell taehyung to meet me later in the changing room Taehyung kinda insults me in front of millions people I had enough and left I came home crying Taehyung came to my place when he came my grandma asked him if he got the paper and ask him if he knew how my life has been hard raising my child by myself He still have no idea it’s his child too He came to my room and talked to me About his life Then I woke up from the dream

Met online friend irl and she made me watch a CGI cartoon movie titled "A Streetcar Named Desire" ...it started with siblings singing a song about asses. i remember feeling like i wished the experience I was having were real. the movie was awful, though. at some point in the dream, i was back home and really upset about school. she had came and comforted me after a bad interaction with a teacher who was also a cop. this teacher accused me of being disrespectful and it made me get aggressive. I dreamed I smashed the wall in EJ's room out of anger, using his computer to do it. i stopped when Mak screamed out of fear. this is where i woke up. at some point in the dream i had made a cake while my mom did. she complimented it. felt proud of myself for making it. another reason I was angry is because i was in an english class. we had to annotate notes of our peers and this person had told me i spelled "patronize" wrong even though i didn't, and thought all of my points were wrong and was horrible about it. this is why i smashed EJ's wall. another thing i felt was guilt because i ranted about online friend ghosting me days before she made me watch that movie with her. she also wanted me to come see another one. she said we'd meet up at 9-9 on Sunday. I interpreted this as 9:09. at some point in the movie, there was this principal with a fork for a head. he did something that accidentally upset the kids and they all hate him. but it's possible he was egotistical all along. he called himself sexy.

I had a dream that my boyfriend found a new girlfriend and she looked familiar. They were dating right in front of my face. I was in the same bed as my boyfriend and he was talking to his new girlfriend . He said she was his new girlfriend so I went in the bathroom and cleaned myself up and decided the only to get back at him was to suck his dick. So I went back and I was about to get under the blanket and he said wait and told me he was already hanging up in her. She said who’s that and it shows me naked with patches on my chest. Only can see my naked boobs and the patches that had wires connected to my nose. Tori flipped the camera and said I’m with someone that’s when I noticed how I looked. She asked if that was lingerie I was wearing and he said no but I said yes on top of him cause I didn’t want her to know about my patches. Then tori said I mean yes, yeah it lingerie. Then she said whatever and hung up. Somehow niw we are on grandmas couch and he says now we can cuddle ( tori was wearing a silk red robe ) I was facing away from him as a sex position and turned me around to his chest to cuddle. Dream end.

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