Understand My Dreams

Dreams hail

You, in the schoolyard I am ready to kill and no one here knows of my loneliness Red welts on white skin I hurt you and you cry loudly Now you are scared and I am ready my black blood soils your dress Your white flesh excites me so I am just a gigolo your white flesh enlightens me My black blood and your white flesh I get hornier and hornier from your screams the cold sweat on your white forehead hails into my sick brain Your white flesh excites me so I am just a gigolo my father was exactly like me your white flesh enlightens me Now you are scared and I am ready my sick existence cries for redemption your white flesh becomes my scaffold * in my heaven there is no god Your white flesh excites me so I am just a gigolo your white flesh enlightens me my father was exactly like me your white flesh excites me so I am just a sad gigolo your white flesh enlightens me

After coming home late my house was quiet so I just went straight to bed. When I woke the next morning I noticed my house was too quiet so I went searching for my children. I found the nanny was killed in a room. This made my feeling like in a panic. I continued searching and found my eldest son in his room. He told me that someone broke down the door and killed the nanny and took his sisters. He told me that one guy asked him where Hailey was. I started to cry and asked him if he told them. He did tell them where she was. He told me that the neighbor took Hailey and a white guy took his other sister. That when I noticed a box of cat litter in his room. I knew it was from the garage so I told my husband that the kidnappers much of gone through the garage.

I was fired from my job in Vietnam and informed of this at 6 am. For some reason, the British International School then offered me a job in London, but only if I could be on the 8 am flight. When I arrived at the airport, I realized that I forgot my big suitcase with all my clothes in it. I called my friend Hailey to bring it to me, but she said she couldn't / didn't feel like it because she was shopping. Then I called my boyfriend Robert and he tried to convince me to stay even though I no longer had a job in Vietnam. He offered to let me live in his apartment. I got really upset with him for trying to change my mind and keep me idle. He wouldn't bring my suitcase to me either. Then I sat in the airport wondering how I would get my things to London if I left without them. I just sat in the airport. I didn't get on the plane, but I didn't leave the airport either.

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