Understand My Dreams

Dreams gloomy

A couple of nights ago, I had a vivid dream, in colour. In my dream I was at the beach. Unlike the typical sunny day where you and your family would think to head to a beach, the day was gloomy, dark and looked like it might rain. I went to go swimming but after I got in the water I realized I had forgotten my bathing suit and was still wearing jeans. I tried to walk out of the water but it felt like my feet had bricks tied to them and I couldn’t move. Just then, the water started rising, almost reaching my face. I couldn’t escape though because my feet felt so heavy. I saw someone walking on the beach, like a life guard, and I tried to get their attention by yelling at them. The life guard looked like someone I recognized but I couldn’t put a name to it. They looked in my direction and walked out but didn’t try to save me; instead they ignored me and walked away. The water started to rise over my head again and I couldn’t yell no more and that’s when I woke up.

I dreamt that we were at mom's house visiting, the couches were all re aranged, the room was very empty but I went to visit Cookie and she was sort of Happy, and had a neon green and neon orange bandana on her neck. She rolled over to give me her belly to rub but there was a HUGE cut on it, almost like a stab wound. I immediately stood up and screamed at my mom "WHY DIDN'T YOU TAKE HER TO THE VET?!" and she looked sadly at the ground and just said "I didn't have the money". It made me furious because she knows I would have dropped everything to be there in a heartbeat. Somehow she bolts outside and the rotten algea infested water in the pool and its rippling, like it's boiling (like it does when in a hurricane or torrential downpour) but it was cold and gloomy and awful and Cookie just jumps in. I'm horrified and jump in after her, when as soon as I submerge my head I see that she's on the floor of the pool almost completely having given up. I try to shout her name under water, which alerts her to me being there, then she looks as though she wants to come up and 'save me' but cant. I try to submerge myself again but my purse is on the level ground around my neck so I have to fight it off to let me go under. I can see her slowly drowning at the bottom of the pool and for some reason I absolutely cannot go under the water to save her, I can sink enough. Then Tim woke me up.

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