Buses
I have a recurring dream that I have had on an off for the past 12 years (since i was 12). In it, I beg my nan not to leave the house to go shopping, beg her not to leave me alone with my grandad. She ends up going out and while she is gone, he sexually abuses me and also gets his friends to do the same.
All of the buses leave without me and I try to walk home but end up getting lost.
I was lying on the grass in a long narrow garden with tall bushes on each side, suddenly the bush started shaking and I remember thinking I'm about to be attacked, but I couldn't get up from the floor. Then a fox with bright red eyes came through the buses and ran straight for me trying to bite me. It went for my head first, I brushed it away then it came for my legs and I kicked it, as I kicked I woke up suddenly having kicked the side of my bed, which hurt.!! :-@.
Buses passing me and wants to fall on me and my friends and family
Buses wanting to fall on me
I saw air buses and aeroplanes flying on blue sky
I get out of school and I try to find my bus but I can't. All of the buses leave without me and I try to walk home but end up getting lost.
I get out of school and I try to find my bus. I can't find it anywhere and the buses leave without me. I then tried to walk to my house, but got lost.
It was the day of a band competition. Our report time was 7:30. i woke up at 8:45. I freaked out. I reminded myself of everything I had to do that morning; I didn't do any of it. I completely forgot about personal hygiene. When i arrived at the school, i walked into a huge dining hall with tons of food and everybody was eating off of flower patterned plates with candy on the sides. I kept trying to talk to my boyfriend , but one of my friends kept getting in the way. Another one of my friends kept laughing at me. When we were walking to get on the buses, I talked to yet another one of my friends and she felt sorry for me.
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