Dreams felt like

I once had this reoccurring dream that I would have about twice a month. The setting of the dream was in some warehouse or manufacturing factory. In this factory there were belts that were elevated and looked kind of like smooth escalators. No in the dreams I was always challenged to climb these conveyor belts to the top, the trick is they were moving down as I was trying to move up. This wouldn’t be that much of a problem because they didn’t move that fast maybe a little slower than a walking pace, except gravity felt like it was four to five times its natural strength. It took all I had to not collapse to the ground not to mention walking to be super difficult. Now there was not villain or person chasing me but some man always shrouded challenging me to ascend the conveyor belt. I would try and try and try but I have to this day never once made it to the top.

A friend that I think is cute and he had children in the dream and a wife and she found out about us I was some how always at there house with the guy and his children and she found out I was there and came after me with a butcher knife and tried to cut me but the guy I feel in love with in the dream wouldn't let her. And she said to the guy I like u see her and I'm leaving you. He told me to leave but whispered into my ear I love u and he called me the next night so I went over his house and me made out and made love and his wife came home and I tired to sneak out but she caught me leaving a chased me and I jumped fences and ran thought yards. And this guy I'm taking about is real and he's my guy friend I dunno if it's a sign of what but I wanna know what it means. My feeling in my dream was I was in love and excited and felt like a rush, and I didn't wanna wake up.

I dreamt i went to church catholic church for a serman church was full with people praying i was there with my mother i went for communion and then went to kneel and pray my prayer felt like i was just mumbling words no feeling then i dreamt i was going on a trip an area like the gold rush times not very developed but with lots of potential for development in my dream i was owning this huge piece of land development then i dreamt i was going on a vacation to a water fall i knew what the place looked like i was there with a female friend romantically involved with her we were together in a hotel room white sheets white curtains natural light it was morning then my friend and i start making out and started having ***** i woke up

Woke up in my adult self but still felt like a child

I woke up, and got the weighing scales from the bathroom, I weighed myself and I was under weight I was so happy! I looked at myself, I could see my ribs and I had a thigh gap, I had a flat stomach and everything. I then felt sad, I felt like it wasn't enough, so I got my blade and cut. I bled everywhere, I felt good.