Dreams doors

This was the first night that I actually sat down to think about what every aspect of my dream was about. It started with my mother, brother, and I walking into the local medical center. We were waiting in the lobby of the dental section of the building when my mom noticed two young children. They appeared to be of the age 5-6, a boy and girl, that were acting as if they were a grown couple. I felt confused when I saw them hugging, holding hands, and kissing. My mother then started to comment on how disgusted she was and said "Children are never to be allowed to be in relationships." I felt the room closing in on me while I began to feel embarrassed and ashamed of my mothers beliefs. A security guard went up to the young kids and pulled them apart and pointing at me afterwards, he wanted me to follow him. My conscious was telling me to stay behind but I couldn't physically stop myself from getting into the elevator. Floors 1-6 were marked down in the elevator then suddenly there was a 35th floor, that's where we got off. The security guard told me we were on the foster care unit of the building and that I had to be his witness of what happened between the two kids. I felt very uncomfortable and anxious so I decided to sneak away back into the elevator to go back to my family. When the elevator doors opened there were a group of kids of all ages stuck in there claiming that the security guard had forced them too to go up to the 35th floor. When I pressed the button to close the elevator doors the security guard came running with his gun pointing directly at me. At this point of my dream I woke up and that's all I can remember. My interpretation of my dream is the guilt I have inside of me for keeping a secret from my mother that I have a boyfriend . I think my brother was in my dream mainly because he knows of my boyfriend and has yet to tell my mother. I had a dentist appointment the morning after my dream which is probably why I dreamtThis was the first night that I actually sat down to think about what every aspect of my dream was about. It started with my mother, brother, and I walking into the local medical center. We were waiting in the lobby of the dental section of the building when my mom noticed two young children. They appeared to be of the age 5-6, a boy and girl, that were acting as if they were a grown couple. I felt confused when I saw them hugging, holding hands, and kissing. My mother then started to comment on how disgusted she was and said "Children are never to be allowed to be in relationships." I felt the room closing in on me while I began to feel embarrassed and ashamed of my mothers beliefs. A security guard went up to the young kids and pulled them apart and pointing at me afterwards, he wanted me to follow him. My conscious was telling me to stay behind but I couldn't physically stop myself from getting into the elevator. Floors 1-6 were marked down in the elevator then suddenly there was a 35th floor, that's where we got off. The security guard told me we were on the foster care unit of the building and that I had to be his witness of what happened between the two kids. I felt very uncomfortable and anxious so I decided to sneak away back into the elevator to go back to my family. When the elevator doors opened there were a group of kids of all ages stuck in there claiming that the security guard had forced them too to go up to the 35th floor. When I pressed the button to close the elevator doors the security guard came running with his gun pointing directly at me. At this point of my dream I woke up and that's all I can remember. My interpretation of my dream is the guilt I have inside of me for keeping a secret from my mother that I have a boyfriend . I think my brother was in my dream mainly because he knows of my boyfriend and has yet to tell my mother. I had a dentist appointment the morning after my dream which is probably why I dreamt about it because I was trying to remind myself to call the office to see what time was my appointment. The two young kids probably symbolized the innocence that my mother thinks and hopes I am. The security guard probably symbolizes the fact that I'm keeping a secret away from my mother. I'm trying to protect her like a guard from the truth by keeping it to myself, while the gun means that the day she finds out she'll be emotionally hurt which I realize now. about it because I was trying to remind myself to call the office to see what time was my appointment. The two young kids probably symbolized the innocence that my mother thinks and hopes I am. The security guard probably symbolizes the fact that I'm keeping a secret away from my mother. I'm trying to protect her like a guard from the truth by keeping it to myself, while the gun means that the day she finds out she'll be emotionally hurt which I realize now.

My dream begins with me being at home checking my email on my phone. I had just received a message from the ACT company stating that I got a 24 on my test, which was a big deal to me because a 24 is what I needed to get in order to accepted into the college I want to go to. (My very first time taking the ACT was the day prior to this dream so I can understand why something that has been on my mind so much would be in my dream). Suddenly walking into my old middle school for class. I see a group of my friends and converse with them about my ACT scores and the bell for first period rings. So I start walking to class with my friends when I realize I am going in the complete opposite direction of where my class is located. So I turn around to run to class before first hour starts and I drop my backpack and all its contents spill out into the hallway. I bend down to start picking them up and a friend (Carolyn) begins to help me. Then the fire alarm goes off and all of my friends seem extremely confused, as am I. A teacher that had been walking our way says it's just a drill and tells us to proceed outside. Well as I begin walking out the doors, there is a giant crashing sound and my friend Carolyn turns and yells at me,“Allison! They're saying this isn't a drill and we need to go to the office!” This threw me off because anyone with a half a brain would know that during a fire you are supposed to exit the building, not hide in the office. But Carolyn ran inside so I went after her to pull her back outside. When I reach the doors and get inside the school Carolyn is already at the end of the hallway and turning the corner and I continue after her. But I am running excruciatingly slow. When I finally reach the corner I turn into this gargantuan lobby, where students and teachers are running around like mad. Up on the walls I notice the giant steaming tanks, they resemble water tanks in a way. Each one has a giant light on them and the two of them are flashing red and steaming. The third ones light was glowing green but then begins to flash red as well. So, I'm fighting my way through the crowd and yelling at people to evacuate the building, and trying to get to the front office to see if Carolyn is in there. When I reach the office every one inside is very calm acting and trying to figure out what is wrong. To my right there is a giant black window, the kind that is see through but only on one side. I assumed it was a window that my principal looked through to make sure the office ladies were doing their job. So I ran into my principal's office and he is not there, I look beneath his desk to see if Carolyn is hiding there, but she isn't. Eventually I give up and bolt out the front doors of the school and down the street. As I am running I hear the sound of a giant explosion but I dont look back at the school. Then, I begin thinking to myself, “I know how this dream ends. I'll be running down the street and someone will try to abduct me. Because this has happened to me in past dreams.” Thankfully that was not the case, because quite frankly I am sick of kidnapping dreams too. I see a taxi driving down the street and I flag it down. The driver stops abruptly in the middle of busy traffic and I run towards it. As I climb into the passenger seat, a man driving a mini van behind the taxi yells, “Your driver is drunk!” I peer into the car and the woman behind the wheel does appear to be intoxicated and the silver flask in her right hand doesn't make thing seem any better. I turn to the man and say, “Well would you like to drive me?” I then climb into the car and tell the taxi driver I needed her to take me to the police station so I can report the explosion and then to my mothers work so I can tell her what happened. Also I notice that I have no money with me so I tell the driver, “I can't pay you right now because I don't have any money, but I will pay you when I get to my mom.” The driver seems a little agitated at first about not being paid immediately but she warms up to me. As we are driving around the town I notice that we are passing iconic places that have happened in my dreams. *** you see in my dreams, any place that I visit is a somewhat more twisted version of the real life one. For example I had a dream recently about a local amusement park and the park wasn't the exact same as it was in my dreams.*** I guess we really did take a scenic route because night fall was nearing and the driver took a wrong turn, and we came to a dead end. Once again I assumed this dream would turn into a nightmare, but she just turned around and went the right way. The driver was a very friendly latina woman, we talked about our lives and family and etc. Finally I come home and I run inside and the woman leaves. I remember thinking about how I forgot to pay her, but I got over it. So the dream skips forward a bit, I can't remember what exactly happened between these two parts but the second part is a recurring dream. I am hanging out with another good friend of mine and both of our dads. I am currently texting a boy that I guess I had a fling with in the past? Maybe another dream? Anyways we are talking and I am debating to pursue this kid in a romantic way but I have a lot of commitment issues so I am extremely hesitant. The boy is from another town and suddenly I am driving the kid back to his house, but before we can get on the high way to take him home an officer stops me and tells me I cant drive this boy home because he doesn't have a permit.. There is some sort of giant prison in the background casting a shadow, and something is written on the building in white paint but I can't remember what it was. Then I go into some sort of montage featuring all the officers that have stopped us on our multiple attempts to leave the town and take the boy home. Suddenly I'm at the top of a platform that is equal height with the prison building next to us. In front of me are thin, and steep winding roads. A tall women with white hair in a pixie cuts jumps onto a motorcycle resembling the kinds from the movie Tron. I immediately take after her, chasing her down. I don't know the woman but my gut is telling me to chase her down. Suddenly my motorcycle hits a bump and flies into the air, I hit a helicopter that is flying about and speculating the chase. I get a glimpse of the woman sighing and saying “Thank god she is finally dead.” But I'm not. I emerge from the helicopter and accidentally fall into a building. I'm in this purple room that looks like a young girls room. The lighting makes it seem like its about 2 in the afternoon, I wouldn't know because something giant and purple is blocking the window. I look closely and its a pile of toys. All sorts of stuffed animals are being crammed up against the window. I know that the only way out of this room is by getting out of the window, so rip the blinds of the wall and open the window as high as it will go. I begin pulling stuffed animals through to make room for me to crawl through. Finally I've created a hole and make my way to the top of the pile. Finally when I am standing on top of the pile there are all these children playing in it. Almost excitedly because they had the toys taken from them and I am returning them. The pile suddenly shifts downwards into another old dilapidated building. To my left through a giant hole in the wall I can hear the evil white haired woman talking to me. Sarcastically congratulating me for bringing happiness and toys to the kids around me. She then goes on about this massive weapon that she cant wait to use on me in the other room. I proceed in there and lo and behold there is some sort of laser standing in front of us. But before she can kill me these kids all join up on her and attack her with the toys and we eventually end up pushing her down a hold in the floor to her ultimate demise. And then I wake up.

I am sittin a a very large empty room with no windows or doors. a voice shouts something at me and it gets louder and louder until its deafening and echoing around the whole room. then i wake up

Okay so in my dream, i was driving somewhere with my family and then we stopped at a hotel (i think) and this obviously had powerful meanings to me as my family were all looking at me and i felt upset and tearful. Despite this i found myself inside walking down the corridor by myself when i passed a woman who i seemed to recognize and she stopped and came back to me and turned around a picture in her hand that showed a picture of a baby, which made me exclaim and then start to cry. When i looked up she held a baby/toddler who was i think about one and a half, the baby was a girl who had a small amount of very ginger hair on her head and really big blue eyes (like myself.) i was bawling my eyes out and this baby was staring at me with her amazing eyes. I knew that she was my daughter and that i had given birth to her when i was too young to take care of her and that's why she was with this woman. The woman then had no baby but beckoned me down the corridor and through some double doors into a big hall with a stage at the front the woman wasn't in front of me anymore but a small girl who had long red hair down to her waist which was tucked into her jacket and peaked out at the bottom, when i asked her to take it out she did, although i don't remember her voice or her face. i followed her up to the front where two teenagers were standing on the stage watching me, the girl had red hair which was a little way past her shoulders and the boy had black hair which was curly on top but less at the sides, they smiled at me and i was crying again, i knew that they were my children, and the boy looked about 14 and the girl about 13. I asked them how old they were and the boy said "we're teenagers now" and then the hall was filled with people and my daughter shouted out to them something about how i was always going to be their mother and that she loved me so much. I was still crying and my family were there too and my children kept smiling at me like they were so happy to see me.

Ever since i was a little kid, i see a couple houses... and doors.. many things. a door with "266" on it. and i feel dread and guilt, and sadness. i see trees that are wet. and a glass house with plants in it, with a tile floor, and wooden counters in it. i also see a white house with "1210" as the street address with a window at the top, and inside that window are wooden shingles on the ceiling with white walls, and grey carpet. there are things written on the walls. and the room is thrashed, clothing everywhere. what do these things mean? i see them when i meditate, and or sleep.