Understand My Dreams

Dreams sitting

I walk towards the entrance of a forest. It has a raised mud wall (waist-high) on either side leading up into the forest, like a pathway, and looks as though a gate should be there. Sitting right at the 'entrance' is an old, dishevelled and unshaven man behind a large desk. I approach and greet him, then drift past him, walking along the mud walls, when I see two corpses and two dead dogs lying along it. The men are in a late stage of decomposing. The dogs are lying on their backs with their legs thrown up in the air as though they have been electrocuted. Immediately, I suspect the 'gatekeeper' of their murder. I turn and ask him whether he killed them, both men and dogs, and he says that no, this is how he found them upon arriving there at dawn. I tell him that we can't leave them here this way as it's too disturbing a sight and suggest we put them away. We wrap each corpse in black bin-liners and I help him carry the dogs to some shrubs, but I tell him I feel too disgusted to carry the men, as they are humans

I had a dream that my boyfriend who is in jail got out of jail. I was on the phone with his mother and she told me to come over and he was there. I saw him sitting there and I “passed out”. Then I just laid on the ground because I was so afraid to hug him since it has been 5 years and things are different. Then we went to his old neighborhood and hung with his friends outside but I never touched him not once. I was afraid to touch him and I was more so upset because he never called me to tell me he was home. Everything felt weird and like it was a new relationship. A lot of the time we weren’t around each other because he was trying to find a job or do something else. But it felt like he was avoiding me and I was so hurt.

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