Understand My Dreams

Dreams wind

I am walking in a dead world, but in familiar places that I recognize. The clouds are only 200 feet above my head, dark, and moving fast, but there is no wind. I'm walking in a dense, dark grey dust, or dirt, very fine like sand. I am exhausted, but I keep putting one foot in front of another. There is a voice whispering in my ear, telling me it's not so bad as long as I keep moving ahead. So I keep walking, and walking. I am the only living thing in this world, I am alone. The voice in my ear is my mothers, she passed about 2 years ago. When I wake up, I realize I have had this dream almost every night for around 18 months. I am overwhelmed with emotion, I am exhausted, mentally and physically.

My family and I riding on a bus and gets pulled over by cop. Freaking out cause we don't want any trouble. Stand on the side of a road in a big city. Gypsies come out of a building speaking little English. They point at my dress and hair and say they like it. I point at a gypsies hair of dreads and say I like them and show her my dreads. I have beads on my dreads. I turn around and no one is there but a couple of other people from the bus and I'm holding a much younger version of my daughter. I look at the side of a trash can, and see Seoul city and that's where I am. Go across the street with the other people from bus and see and alley we can cut through. We see a man with half a blue face digging through trash and try to find our way out since he's about to attack us. Go to run and get lost between 100 story buildings and now I am in a maze of 1 room apartments with dangerous people. Find a room with a window and I step on a squeaky toy and a guy comes to hurt me and my daughter. Another man shows up and tazes him so I push my daughter out the window then myself, jump a fence and am in green patures.

I was helping a elderly woman in her home cleaning, there was a room w open entrance it was like a sittng/sun room. it was rectangular and windows lined the wall facing the open entrance. there was a sofa and chairs coffee table... in the room. there is no one in the room. i did not enter the sitting/sun room at the time i was helping the elderly woman. i am somewhere else now having a meal at a small table idk who was to my right but a woman w no face to my left is my sister and next to her is a friend named kathy. the lady to my right asked me about work, i was telling her about the elderly lady and her home, while i was speaking a rocks glass slid by itself off a shelf hit the ground behind me and broke. then i was back at the elderly ladies home and i was in the sitting /sdun room approaching the windows they have white lace curtains at first glance but the closer i got to the lace curtains i could see they are dingy yellowing from age. i can sense a spirit there when i lean to touch the curtains a forbidding scary dangerous feeling comes from them, dont touch the curtains n do not enter that room.

We were at this place I was at before—downtown Phoenix, but it was built up a bunch more. There was a hotel, and I said I stayed at it before like a couple nights ago for work. Then there was like this huge water park. Anyway, I was at this airport with your parents, but I had been before. And then it started raining really bad and was windy. My aunt was working at the airport. And some guy opened a window so we could see a plane take off. And when the plane got away from the gate, it seemed to speed past us and I was like, I don’t remember that being that fast. And it almost slid into another plane but a guy put his arms out. And then for some reason, we drove home. I was driving, and there was planes on the highway for some reason. Still raining and they were sliding. So I put on my breaks because I knew it would slide into me, but no one behind me would stop and they kept going, so I had to speed up. I got hit by the plane and pulled over, but it wasn’t bad. Then all of a sudden you, Taser, me, and someone else who I don’t remember, were in this house. For some reason, me and this other person went through this door that led to the garage, but when we went inside, it was dark forest. It was creepy, but then there was a long country road and it was sunny. We walked a bit, but then turned around back to go to the house. The forest was dark and creepy and almost had like a black haze. There was a door, but no door handle and it was hard to open. We finally got it open, but it seemed to keep closing. Then there was a smoke detector on the counter that would beep and you really liked it. But we thought it was creepy, so we put it in a plastic bag. Taser kept going to it. We would throw it and she would keep getting it even if we told her “no”. We thought it was really dangerous. Anyway, I started getting creeped out about this house and I wanted to leave. I tried opening the front door, but when I opened it, there was this black haze again and it closed on me. I told you we had to get out and you resisted. I went through the garage and opened the garage door and there was black haze again. But I didn’t care, I wanted out. When I got out of the garage, the haze disappeared and it was sunny, but I still saw the haze inside the garage. So I grabbed your hand and pulled and you thought you were leaving the house naked and you weren’t. I had to say “code word” and pull you a hundred times to get you out and finally did. You then saw you were actually wearing clothes and then I woke up.

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