I have had the same type of dream since I was young. It starts with me waking up, in a bed that's not mine but still familiar. A man, his face obstructed, sleeps next to me. He is warm, I feel safe near him. He wakes up and suddenly I remember why we must hide our love. It's always a different reason. But the danger remains. I try to convince him to leave, I tell him I'm not worth his death. He dismisses my fears. However soon, another man, this one dark and cold kills my love in front of me. He offers me a choice, love me or die. I would rather die than be with him. He always kills me in a horrible and painful fashion. My death always has different excuse; witch, traitor, whore. I wake up feeling my wounds.
Pregnancy n labour pain
I was floating away, jumping from hill to hill in the desert, from the United States Military Army. They were chasing me and when I got trapped, I surrendered but they shot me anyway. I didn't feel the pain, but I was bleeding. I stepped toward the Chief and he asked me why did I do the things I've done and why am I different from others. Why I don't follow what others do. I told him it was because I was free and that I could do anything I wanted. He didn't believe me and when I asked him why he joined the army, he said because he was pressured by his peers and family and he started crying. I hugged him, assuring that he will be okay.
The devil is chasing me in my dreams and causes me horrible pain.
Something in my teeth, couldn't get it out but when I did it was painful
Getting 3 body piercings. No pain, piercing behind my ear, top of my wrist and genital area.
Getting 3 piercings. None of them were painful. Piercing behind my ear, top of my wrist and genital area.
I am in travelling back with an old school friend the car flips before i can get in the car, the car is filled with sand and we carry on our journey if nothing had happened, there is an artist in the car and he is using the sand to make a picture using paints of various colours to make a lion surrounded by flowers, we drive for a while and arrive at a train tracks, the tracks are packed with different shops and I find myself surrounded by people we make our way along the tracks, the artist guy buys an icecream eats it and then isnt seen in the dream again, we go in a few of the shops along the walk picking up rice balls and a black and white hamster along the way. when we reach the end of the tracks I am greeted by a firework display and a mass of people jumping through the air its beautiful and I tke some photos but look around and realize that I no longer see anyone that I know, I am left alone holding the hamster and have to find my own way home then I woke up.
A young bull (red in colour) injured in the side. someone was trying to throw a spear at it and it wouldn't stick. I followed and saw it limping in pain
And old friend, talking and charming, cartoonish face paint upon him. butterflies, the colors green and purple.... flirting and sex..? driving all around a rural town in a truck, searching, chasing, running... a moth held in my hands so small fragile and delicate, you're mine now.