Dreams awake

Last night my dreams are too strange. I was on somewhere house then I go to future where there are all devices all people living on devices even building are all have their big screen TV to advertise. then I come back to where I am, some one reporting about 2014 new year coming, like a countdown timer starts at 1 minute but when timer goes down to zero it's refreshes to 1 minute again the reporter was wrong it's only 11 : 59 p.m. then when it goes to zero again there's a rapture black out of every devices and the people besides me are gone the only person left is my childhood cousin we knew that Jesus was coming and on our blood line we are the only left, and I the whole world was about half of them gone all people want to have their own security for the coming something like darkness, riot, abomination or judgement and I pray but I think Jesus didn't hear me, but I am curious why am I left on my family blood line I have strong trust to Jesus what is happening I thought John 3:16 was true that who ever believe so I feel like condemned. there we are on the some place we hide on small house just a one room and we see different wild animals they look scary and frightening but we knew that those are new animals. I say we have to solve this so we came and one of new animals or beast dash forward to us but those new animals was too kind on me even the new big snakes but the old animals like pigs are not but they were kind on my cousin. we are actually like opposite when she want too touch the new animal, they're face was too angry, also when I want to touch the old once they we're about to bite me. then the mission was gone I was on a big door like a place and we (my cousin) heard people rejoicing and when we reach there is my cousins and parents , sister , brother church mate they congratulate me that I over come the situation but I cried with out tears and cried. until I am awake crying. but no tears.

I'm in the woods, it is night and trees are around me. Stars are out but a cloud covers the moon, as the cloud moves away from the moon, something comes out of the woods. Moonlight shines on to the area I am in, sort of a clearing. Then a black wolf comes out of the bushes, it sees me but only walks towards me, I can't move but only stare into it's eyes. It stops infront of me and we just stare at each other until I awake.

I'm standing in a dead, yellow meadow. The outskirts if the five acre meadow are lined with healthy oak trees. A wind stirrs the trees, but I do not feel it. A faceless (not masked) man in blue jeans and a black turtle neck sweater approaches me with a handgun. At first it is an unassuming gesture, gun at his side. As he gets closer he takes aim. I begin to fear. The anxiety builds until he shoots me; fist in the stomach and then in the head. Instead of waking I float above us as he slices my body with a filet knife. I still feel the pain when I awake.

The doorbell rings and i am awaken

I had a dream my late and I were in the phone. He asked to talk to our 6yr old daughter. She said something to make him laugh and then she gave me the phone to talk to him. Later he came over to my mom house to see me and we hugged and kissed because it's been 4 years since his death. Later we had sex but I was awaken after.