Dreams dying

Dream of my sick father-in-law who is dying of cancer

I felt my body die. i know what dying feels like

I went on a school trip to a water park, on a bus. My grandmother was there. There was a hospital, and my grandmother was dying. I was called in to help try and save her, though she was already dead when I got there. The media was there, and people were acting happy for them.

My dream start I was walking outside In I see my older kid Michael the I was at home with my kids and my ex In was dying of cancer as I was talking to my ex lying down in bed I passed away but I resurrected the next day in as I was walking outside around the.house these female neighbors saw me in run scare then the male neighbors see me in also run scare then I was inside my house.with the same neighbors in they where fine with me been resurrected so I starter playing with the male neighbors which he was older with long with hair we where playing with the water hose then I run outside welling to the sky telling god thank u god as I do these the stars starring dancing and forming triangle's and squares the horoscope sign then I go inside the house in as I walk in I see in abundance of food and other material things the I see these big glass cabinet with battles of wine of different kind and different places

I was spending time with a girl (pro skater- leticia bufoni)she was smiling and pleasant. I felt happy and excited. She seemed to smile bigger every time she looked at me. I felt as if the two of us had been doing that " I like you , I know you like me, but no one will make the first move " So sitting on a curb out side my apartment (current) we chatted about my current gf. She said things like "your girl must be so happy" "your girl must be beautiful" In my dream I actually acknowledged this and a lucid dream began. (Or vivid - the one you can control) I said to l.b. "The two of you could be paternal twins" She then started to blush and smiled so big. Giggling she said something, I don't remember what was said but I remember the feeling. She did that girl screech when they get really giddy and then the dream began to procced. My choice of words , was actually my choice "Maybe the three of us could all be together" l.b. Became so giddy and happy. She reached down into a puddle of water to grab her white dog (no distress in the animal or leticia, both just giddy and excited. She then passed the white dog to me an I carried it inside (cute white dog) We then started walking back towards my apartment and my dream cut to a new scene. In my apartment now I was with a friend (male) my girlfriend was a bit agitated about my dream.(I felt I had told her about the dream and was discussing it with my girlfriend and male friend(whom I'm not sure) I remember a feeling of knowing the disscussion was a dream but feeling awake. Trying to describe a million things and reasons why I had the dream about l.b. (I know a bit about dream interperatation) she seemed to calm down and by the end of this waking dream inside my first dream, my girlfriend seemed to be coming around to either the idea of us all bein together in a relationship (not a horn dog, I'm a lover, so much emotion and love to give) or just not feeling threatened any more. My dream cut again to a new scene Sitting with leticia I became excited , smiling. We seemed to be at a skate park but just sitting. My dream shortly ended. I don't remember what was said. But I do remember a feeling of success, if my feelings could talk"it's working lmao" I remember feeling so happy. Like Dating your first girlfriend that feeling that you get from your first relationship. I remember feeling light chested. Breathing seemed to take concentration. As if the beauty was so enveloping I had to focus on my berthing to keep breathing. I would love for this dream to mean exactly what I saw. But I know it probably doesn't. I've had dreams about people dying and woke up to find out they had died about the same time I was dreaming. If someone could help me out with interpretation, for an external viewpoint, that would be great. Thnx A. B.