Understand My Dreams

Dreams on the floor

I was sat on the floor outside where I used to go to college, it was a lovely hot sunny day and there were two guys across the road laughing about emojis on clothing, and a group of girls on my side of the road a few feet away laughing about the same idea, so I started shouting idea about what'd look good and came up with watermelon on ripped white jeans, and one of the girls thought it must have been the best idea ever because she came up and hugged me and invited me into their group. So when I got up and walked down they were smoking a couple joints between em, but they didn't offer me any yet. Anyways there's a bit of a gap between being there with the group of girls and waking up to see my finished tattoo. Which the tattooist had ruined, and I realised I'd probably been drugged, because the head and mane was okay, but the horn wasn't in its head, instead it looked like the head was attached to a walking cane and the horn was attached to the curved end but shaped like a butt plug!! And I had to live with it so I went back to my house and my sister was in the bedroom and the group of girls was just leaving, but they left me half a joint in the windowsill so I smoked it out the window, and as I put it out a green skull flashed before me and that was a symbol that I would have a nice high and not a bad one.

I HAD A DREAM THAT MYSELF, MY SISTER AND HER DAUGHTERS, WERE MEETING MY FATHER SOMEWHERE, IT WAS LIKE A VACATION OR SOMETHING. IT SEEMED LIKE A FOREIGN COUNTRY. MY FATHER PASSED YEARS AGO. BUT I REMEBER IN THE DREAM HAVING A COOK OUT, US PLAYING BASKETBALL LIKE WE USE TO, AND JUST HANGING OUT. I REMEMBER SOMEONE SAYING THAT MY DAD WENT TO THE HOSPITAL TWICE THE WEEK WE WERE THERE. THEN THE DAY BEFORE I LEFT I WAS A BASKET CASE. I WAS CRYING MY EYES OUT, IT WAS LIKE I KNEW I WOULDN'T SEE MY DAD AGAIN. I WENT TO SLEEP IN A ROOM ALONE ON THE FLOOR AND WOKE UP VERY EARLY. I REMEBER WATCHING THROUGH THE WINDOW FOR MY DAD. HE STARTED WALKING DOWN SOME STEPS AND I RAN OUT TO HIM. I WAS AGAIN CRYING AND TRIED PUTTING MY HEAD ON MY DADS SHOULDER. THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN HE GOT UP. HE TRIED TO GET MY MIND OFF LEAVING, HE WASN'T REALLY COLD BUT I WANT TO JUST HUG AND HAVE HIM HOLD ME AND THAT DID NOT HAPPEN. I KNEW HE LOVED ME. SOMEWHERE IN THE DREAM MY FATHER DISAPPEARED AND I WAS LEFT ALONE TRYING TO FIND MY NIECE TO RIDE BACK HOME WITH ME. THERE WAS A LOT MORE DETAIL BUT THAT IS THE BASIS. I WOKE UP TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY FACE AND OF COURSE I LOST IT ONCE I WOKE UP. THEN I COME TO WORK AND I HEAR OVER THE INTERCOM THAT TODAY THEY ARE MEETING AT THE FLAG POLE FOR TISSUE AND ORGAN DONORS...WHICH MY FATHER WAS. WHAT DOES THIS ALL MEAN. I MISS MY FATHER MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY. I WAS IN MY LATE 20 WHEN HE PASSED.

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