Dreams afraid

Its a recurring dream, finding myself up the tallest building and afraid of go down the the stairs

I am in a coffee shop or diner. It's very busy. My friend works there and I sit at the counter eating breakfast, and drinking coffee. It's early morning hours and dark outside, and snowing. All the waitresses have pony tails and aprons on. Surrounded by waitresses or women. My ex is eating breakfast with is friend, my friends husband. I'm nervous and fearful he will see me. I'm really scared to see him. My heart is breaking because I want to talk to him but I'm afraid. He see's me and I act like I don't see him. I turn away from him and talk to his friend Scott. My ex stands behind me trying to get my attention. He puts his chin on my shoulder because I have my back toward him. He comes up behind me and holds me very tight. I won't turn around. He talks to me. He asks me if I still love him. he tells me he misses me and thinks about me, and he says he loves me. I finally turn around and break down crying and put my face on his chest. He hugs me tight. I feel relief. I feel loved. He drops a bag but ignores it and continues to hold onto me not letting go. I stoop down to pick up the stuff and it's cakes, doughnuts, cheesecake, cookies, candy and he won't let go of me, his arm is still around me gripping me tight. I give him the stuff back and I finally tell him how much I miss him. He rejects me and tells me it's over and walks out the door, and I start crying. I chase after him and scream in a high voice how angry I am that he has left me there crying. He laughs at me. Some girl calls and I answer the telephone, her name is Diana, she asks my friend if I'm okay. We realize she is my ex's new girlfriend . I feel rejected, and ashamed. I feel I have no pride left. My boyfriend had bangs, his hair is brown and casually styled. Very relaxed. He's wearing a greyish blue sweatshirt and jeans. Hes carrying a white plastic bag full of sweets. He is shocked and happy to see me.

I was driving for the first time on a busy highway I was afraid of getting lost and I ran into an accident where a car blew up right in front of me and by luck I missed it it was like I felt like I didn't have control over the vehicle I pulled over and asked a group of boys for help they led me to a theme park in a crowded area I left my car they attempted to rape me and no one seemed to see us until I was able to fight them off and get someone's attention. A police officer helped me and I was walking back to my car when I noticed it being towed the man towing the truck met my eyes and nodded before releasing the car. And I woke up

Afraid of falling from high place

Last night I dreamt thugs having destroyed my late father's tombstone and managed to moved him from the grave. He was able to speak and walk with some family members and I was afraid to come closer or even talk to him