Understand My Dreams

Dreams ache

I was somewhere not at my school and my teachers and other students were there. I was trying to say find my favorite person in the whole world who's my band director, Mrs. Ehli. I found her and went through the sea of students and teachers to get to her. I hugged her, and I started crying. "Hey, it's ok." (I forget what else she said) Mrs. Ehli told me. I got into my moms car, and had to climb over a staff member of my school. I then got out of the car, because I wanted to tell Mrs. Ehli something. I couldn't find her. I then found her, but then I lost her then was at my cousins' house. I left their house, and tried to find my way to my school. I couldn't, then I woke up.

One time I dreamt about loneliness and unhappiness the dream kept on getting worse and worse as it went on, It started with being happy with my family and my boyfriend , we had fun for the day quarantine was over. As I kept going in that dream the darker it got it started when i was over at my boyfriend s house, he hit me abused me his parents and sister did nothing he beat me just like my dad did when i was younger but more violent, I didn't do anything wrong and i know i didn't but i was beaten anyways. I ran away into the woods scared for my life as my boyfriend gets his gun from the area he leaves it and I'm running for my life. Then i reached a point where i lost him, i ran deeper through the woods and found a swamp the swamp was beautiful and had a lot of nice things kind of like what you would see from a disney happy part of a movie, animals were there, my dead family members and everyone was there and my grandma saying “it's not your time yet to die dear keep going and don't look back” as I look back my boyfriend s gun was right at my face.

I was down near the beach and I was with a bunch of family friends who wanted to go crabbing, but their version of crabbing consisted of walking along the local rivers at low tide and turning over the rocks where they would find crabs. I walked along the river’s edge with them and it seemed like there was a crab under almost every rock and if there wasn’t a crab, then you just had to turn over a rock that was under the top rock. I would grab them from the side quickly before they could pinch me and throw them into a bucket. As we approached the bay we could see more and more people and boats and at one point a biker drove his bike into the shallow water and made a big circle throwing up a lot of water in the process. There were a lot of sailboats in the bay and I knew this was a dream while I was dreaming it.

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