Dreams red

An ugly man wanted to have sex with me—as in it was Going to happen, he was naked and trying to have at me and I was startled seeing his face, it scared me and I recoiled, but suddenly felt…bad? For feeling so disturbed by his face, So I end up looking at what he was working with downstairs and essentially come to the conclusion it wouldn’t be too terrible. Things began to progress—oddly enough he asked if I liked what I saw, (I definitely did not like what I saw when I saw his face, still somewhat offensive to my eyes which I still feel bad for but it was truly a face like I’d never seen in waking life.) I said, “yes”, and even in the dream it felt odd, unsure of why the word left my lips though I was talking about, well,not his face, as he had a decent physique…but before having sex with him, I woke up. I felt very strange about it upon waking up.

White cats in my bedroom after I woke up in the morning, they came in through an open window, I then hit them with a belt because I was scared and wanted to chase them away

Today I dream of me getting married. I think he is a paying guest as a neighbour then my mom and he had some issues. Then it was solved. And he was introduced to me. I think I only said hi to him. The next thing I saw is him and my family digging onion from soil. He have a sister. Then the next thing I saw is us getting married. I saw most of my relatives. I think I'm still doing my degree at the time. The thing I didn't see his face not at all. The wedding ended in the church and I came to my home. A room was prepared for us. I saw his belongings in the bed. Since i am introvert I was not able to become friends with his sister easily. Then the next day near our home there is some kind of building and I saw him going through the gate I followed him. I think he's a dentist. He had a few customers. Then I saw him with my cousin elder brothers going somewhere.

I was getting into an argument with someone from school that had the authority to allow me to progress further. This person was adamant that I WOULD NOT GET THROUGH. My mom got involved and was cursing the woman out. I remembered feeling annoyed by that because I wanted to share my own thoughts and feeling with the woman myself but my mom was not listening to me. So I ran away. Ended up meeting with my ex for comfort. Hugged him. It felt nice to be in his presence but then I decided to leave knowing whatever I got from him wouldn't last. I think he decided to call another girl for comfort after that. The I was still trying to resolve the school issue I had on my own without mom but to no avail. Things got bad. The woman was fighting against me and the police was called. Last thing I remembered. But I felt powerless. Like I was gonna lose the fight against her. I as afraid and wanted to lower myself so I didn't stand up for myself.

I was talking to someone who was trying to make me understand that I should stop masturbating, then disappeared. Instead of her was written "I am YOU". Then I asked the other person, and said that I should have more sexual intercourse. And said that I was jewish.