Understand My Dreams

Dreams pier

He took me to go see a movie. We originally went with a group, I knew he would be there so I dressed super cute. Then when we got there nobody else showed up but him and I. It was a date. So we went and saw the movie. At first he slid his hand on top of mine. He then put his arm around me and pulled me close to him. My head laying on his shoulder. I felt warm and happy. At one point he pulled his arm off. I looked up at him. He put his hand on my cheek and pulled me in. We kissed. We continued to kiss. We made out in the back of the theater. Then the movie ended. He grabbed my hand and lead me outside. He drove me home. When we got there he walked he to the door. He kissed me one last time before I went inside. I received a text saying that he had a great time. I was never happier.

Jingim from the Marco Polo show was outside of the bedroom window staring inside. I decided to close the window once I noticed. Marco (my boyfriend ) was explaining something to me, when I noticed a curtain rod piercing through the top crack of my bedroom door. When I opened the door, a white bald man was standing there timid and two of his accomplices ran away. I asked what he wanted and he came inside my room, walked right in front of me, looked me in the eye and said he wanted to rob me. I freaked out and asked why he would want to rob someone with nothing. He shamefully looked down without a word.

It all started with me standing on an empty beach, toes in the sand and staring and listening to the wave’s crash at my feet. It was quiet, and still, there was this feeling of serenity that had washed over me and I suddenly had nothing in my head. I had no stresses, no worries, no negative thoughts, nothing. Just me standing on the beach with no one around, and the consistently crashing waves. At the time I had no idea what this feel8ing meant but I wanted to keep it for as long as I could. It wasn’t until I heard my name being called that I turned and realized I wasn’t alone, that feeling was gone. As I frantically looked to see who had interrupted this very serine moment I was having, I realized it was this man. This man was tall, barefoot, extremely handsome and jogging towards me. As he approached me I knew who he was immediately, my now husband. He looked different though, almost glowing or like glistening. His smile seemed happier than normal like this was the best day of his life. He looked like a little kid on Christmas. As I asked him, “Kyle? What are we doing here? Where are we?” he responded with something along the lines of, “I have something to ask you”. It then clicked… I looked down and realized he was getting down on one knee…. He spoke of something I’m sure was extremely romantic and made me cry like a baby. He placed this amazing ring on my finger that glistened and shined so bright in the sun. As I said yes, he picked me up and held me in his arms where I again felt that calm, serenity feeling of what I know knew to be utter happiness. I of course don’t remember much more of this dream, but this dream has happened once before we were even engaged and then once since we’ve been married.

Getting ready for a mini gathering with Pepper, Hanna, Linda Overslept? Supposed to meet them at 11:00am but woke up at 11:07am Went to Giant to shop for brunch items Run into Hanna and Linda I've prepared chicken and waffles I want to get something else. Linda suggests I get blueberries too I drive over to the park and it's now a Starbucks employees gathering. On a pier of some sort. Looking over a beautiful lake. With a ropes course and mini islands. I get worried because I don't know how to swim. I'm with Von and Frankee? Von is so cool. She's dressed in blue button up and khakis. Everyone is. I'm wearing chambray top and black pants. Will that be ok? Von wants to swim and do a ropes course. Gets really excited. But then mentions she's on her period and can't. I'm next to a Hispanic guy. Then BlackCindy from the tv show, "Orang is the New Black" appears with a huge duffel bag. I hold the bag for her. She sits next to me on wooden bench. She's so funny. Then next to me is... white guy, so familiar. Dax Shepherd. We start talking. I mention how I haven't had sex since I got married. I tell him not to get married. We talk about the TV show, "How I Met Your Mother." He starts flirting with me. Selena Gomez comes in. Crying. Everyone rushes over to her. I give her a tissue but she throws it away and gives me a dirty look. I don't take it personally.

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