1697 - There is a feeling blackness and desolation where once productivity and sense of community took place. “When I arrived, windows were closed up; tapestries covering windows. You could tell there was pillaging and evacuation with the arrival of this new emerging power. Where when I arrived, it was flourishing. The thick walled gates have been damaged. When it once smelled earthy, now is stench and filth. Now it is just a castle in the middle of nowhere with occasional lost chicken or animals running loose. 1697 KRK – ah, a stoney sectional-multi level house surrounded by cypress and pale yellow roses. The cliff drops off to one side, sloping down into the water. Deep blue water. The furniture here is not as thick and woodsy as (Lika castle) but more primitive of animal skin. There is a window that looks out into the water. Sun shines through it! Terraces looking out over cliffs. There is a small kitchen, where of, course, I love to spend time. Herbs grow in windows, and bouganvilla in pots. I don’t really feel cold, but love the smell of wood burning in a stove. When we arrived, walls were cracked and there were no potted plants of color. There is a little notch of a private cove were we dock a wooden boat. Sometimes at night, we would take a lantern and fish for silver fish. They are drawn to the light. We keep a mule for carrying provisions up. A goat. Some chickens, some pigs. Our diet is mostly fish and vegetables, cheese I make. You make cheese? I laugh, yes. Cook has been with me a long time. She has been my right and left angel wings. Lost her husband about five years ago, all knotty fingered from years of hard hard work. Never a complaint. You need to remember that we have to be discreet, in hiding. No music. No friends. Little laughter. A lot of contemplation. A time to tell my story. Sometimes, my eyes are so weighed down with the darkness of death. Here I don’t have to dress in accordance with the social status of my relations. October 15, 2013 > Read Dream Analysis
I was in the center of a tempest with strong wind and rain of blood. I could see nothing outside the tempest. I was calm May 06, 2013 > Read Dream Analysis
I have the plague and the doctor that was curing me was a convicted rapest. He kept chasing me and there was 2 weddings in my dream. My parents were suppose to be there but they were at a party May 27, 2014 > Read Dream Analysis
Having baked a cake i kept it on the fridge top to protect from pests and all of a sudden I noticed some ants climbing the fridge to where the cake is. As I tried to carry the cake some of the layers fell down but was not shattered. Then came a hansome man who helped me to lift the cake from the ground June 06, 2013 > Read Dream Analysis
Having baked a cake i kept it on the fridge top to protect from pests, all of a sudden I noticed some ants climbing the fridge to where the cake is and as I was trying to carry the cake some of the layers fell down but was not shattered somehow i saw a man who helped me to lift the cake from the floor June 06, 2013 > Read Dream Analysis
I dreamed on and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, March 24, 2013 > Read Dream Analysis