Understand My Dreams

Dreams parting

Rough waves dark water moonlit night mountain relfected in the lake the swan swimming to shore parting gone i gave him white pearl he left with a red balloon i got a red football dived into the water turned into dolphin flew out as a swan went back to jas asked again are you sure he looked angry and sad but said gone he had a spot light on him he climed up a mountain i went back to beach lit a fire treid to meditate camel appeared in minds eye went back gave pink roses and fish to

I once had a very good friend. I kind of liked him but we were not in a relationship. Then due to some misunderstandings we went our ways (about 3 years back). The parting was not really on a good note. He said a few things that hurt me and just shut me out.We did speak once after that about 2 years ago.Now that I am happily, why do I still dream about him. In my dreams even though I see him, we do not talk. I just look at him and then suddenly he goes missing and I feel sad.I usually wake up after that.What does this mean?

I have recurring dreams where an ex lover appears. The dreams themselves are different from one another. I'm usually focused on something else in the dreams - tasks, people, work, music - when he appears. In each dream, I purposely try to avoid or ignore him, but he always makes a point of interacting. One dream recently was to say something negative, and in one last night he gave me a gift. Our relationship in waking life did not end well. I was very angry with him in the end, and with myself at the time because the relationship was not healthy nor good, and I had felt stupid and ashamed about how much I'd shared with him emotionally and physically. The last time I spoke to him was over two and a half years ago, and I don't think about him consciously anymore (though I did for quite some time after the initial parting because I was so upset and working out my feelings). Why is he showing up in my dreams now? I know it is not because I have any positive feelings for him, nor do I want to see him again. Am I still working out what happened? Maybe I am still reconciling my feelings about how I acted and my life and my actions? Is it something in my life now? I don't think anything is more different now than any time over the last few years, but perhaps this is a sign of feelings and actions I am not conscious of?

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