Dreams in real life

There is a place in my dream, that i have never seen in real life. The first time I dreamt about this place was when i was a little, its been almost 20 years that i still go to the same place in my dream. Its a place because its always the same, everything its always the same. I don’t do anything in the dream, only over the years i have walked in the neighbourhood, i have stayed in my house, same balcone, same couch, same view from the window, i have just discovered the place more and more and nothing changes. That place that i dream of its nothing of the country im from, like the walls,or the lights on the street, or the building. I have googled many places do see if it’s actually a real place in the world, a lot of similarities with some countries but not exactly the same as in my dream. Basically, in this place i have a life, i live there, but not a lot happens, and every time i go there now after this many years it feels like Im not sleeping, like a second home which i know its in a dream and I choose what i want to do. Like deep sleeping but still so wide awake.

I was forced to get married to a North Indian with whom I eventually fell in love after marriage but my father got me married to him for a small work and wanted me to get divorced the next instant after the work is done. I scratch his mother's hand telling her not to do any legal divorce process. My husband hated me cuz he had someone he love. But I loved him with my whole heart and always helped him in various situations. Finally he started to have feelings for me. But in real life I'm just 18 and I don't have a husband.

In my dream, I was walking to Edwan's house. There was also a white car in their yard; it was Ruwayda's mom's car, and she and someone else were in the car talking. He was a guy, but I didn't know his name, and I didn't care, so I went inside to see him just to hear from the people who live there that he wasn't home. He and Lago and someone else went to some place I never heard of. I was bumped out because I had to walk all this way. So I wanted to go back home, but the lady in his wouldn't let me leave until she gave me something to eat.I appreciated her off and sat down and waited, but she realized that there wasn't any food in the house. Then I told her it was okay and that I would eat home. She told me to sit there and wait while she was going to the shop. I abled and sat down, and when she left, I started wondering why Ruwayda was here and in her mom's car with someone I don't even know. They both don't even live here. I started getting suspicious, but I never got to the answer. A little while after that, I sat bored on the wooden chair by the window, then I decided to peek out the window to see if they were still talking or something, and they weren't; they were having sex in her mom's car with a blanket covering their lower waist. Ruwayda is my ex, so I couldn't give a fuck. A While later I wondered in the house for Little that house was bigger than I actually was from the inside, but I didn't notice a few things that also happened, but I can't remember what. After a while, Edwan's aunty, sister ELA, came and made me something to eat. I said thank you and wanted to leave. When I opened that white painted wooden door and put my feet outside, an older lady who is very old and also somewhat family of Edwan yelled at me because I'm leaving the gate that I never came in through, then she started babbling about her mother always closing her gate, then very hesitantly I abilged and went over to close the gate, then suddenly there was another gate that I had left open, so I closed that and left. After that, the next dream appeared where I was in EPD class, laying my head down on the table as I rarely do in real life, and I started to stand up because Our teacher wants to tell us something, and before I got the chance to walk over to him, Tristan started loudly talking to Ruwayda, who is outside our classes. Still in her mom's car, I'm a little confused but still giving little fucks. He started telling her I wasn't always so quiet and awkward and that when I used to hear music and lay my head down on the table, I would jump up and start dancing. While I listened to this, I couldn't help but give a smirk to that statement, but the thing is that it never happened in real life. So things started to change in the dream, and we just came from a teacher's award ceremony, and our EPD class teacher won and was walking happily in line with us. His walking was very funny, so I decided to walk just like him. After that, we got to class, and the teacher handed out more work for us to do. After that, things got blurry, and I woke up.

I was going on a school trip with all any out of school fiends and my mum was also there, I got on the bus and my family friend was there and I thought his hot brother was sitting behind him and there was a free seat next to him so I sat down but it turned out to be Heath Taylor, who is very annoying but funny so I was stuck on a 2 hour bus ride with heath. When we go to our destination there were 4 different islands. One had the hotel/resort on it then one was an island made fully out of obsidian that Chloe was old because she could turn everything to lava and she would flood the hotel with lava. The second island had a volcano next to it and it was full of plants but very swampy because Amirah could flood the hotel with water and create water out of thin air. The third island was mostly dirt but it was very close to the volcano on Amirah’s island so they were basically connected, this island was for Lena and she had powers of earth and could used wind to remove shards of rock from the volcano and use them as knifes. There were different periods of time where the hotel would either be flooded with water or lava or there would be rock spears flying around the air. I got bored of being in my room so I went outside to the roof of the hotel above the pool, I looked out on the different island as there were different boats full of my friends going to visit the islands, there was one teacher form my school, Miss Hoffman who was a relief teacher for my class in year 4. I was not supposed to be out on the roof so I hid in an air vent until she walked away. I crawled thought he air vent until I ended up in a massive room that was much nicer than mine and it had 2 king sized beds a massive tv and a whole living area, suddenly Erin came in and even though we are really good friends in real life, in this dream she was like a celebrity so I quickly sprinted out of her room before she saw me. When I was running through the hallway someone stopped me and told me my mum was crying because she couldn’t find me anywhere I quickly went to my mums hotel room and found her crying in the shower as she called the hotel staff to keep a look out for me.

I was at gas station with my friends and some other people, it looked like some trip or collective tour since we came in bus. There was this one boy, which I kind of liked, we texted and so on and so on. But it wasn't anything important nor big for me. Even when my friends asked about him I was just neutral, no big feeling, he's just okay. I don't even really know who is in reality. However, as I was talking to my father, still at the gas station, the boy I mentioned appeared from behind me and whispered "Come with me somewhere". I immediately turn red and asked in nervousity "Why?" The boy hanged his arm over me and said "I want to show you something." My eyes was terribly wide at that moment, I felt like I've known him my whole life, I felt so in love with him, even though I technically don't know him. I was just so shocked that this is the boy, that this the boy that has interest in me, that he's mine. I immediately woke up, red as a tomato even in real life, my body hot and heart pumping.