Dreams grandpa

I had a dream that i was kidnapped along with my sister friend and my sisters friend. we were taken to a random house. at this house girls that got taken to “the bathroom” got raped. my friend got taken there, i told them i was sorry that i couldn’t protect them. then my mom came and the kidnappers make it look like we weren’t kidnapped. my mom tried to give me my phone but i couldn’t hide it so i gave it back to her before the kidnappers could take it. then the kidnappers gave us a second to sit outside and talk to her (when we went outside we were at my grandparents house, the rest of the house was new to me though). we sat outside with her and she said when ever she got a chance she would get us out of there. since it was my grandparents backyard i knew there was a way out. when i said that a was stung my arm, followed by two others. the first one i pulled out hurt the second barely hurt and the third i didn’t feel. then i woke up.

My deceased grandpa hugging me

I killed my entire family. My mother father grandmother. But not my grandpa. And i feel it to be normal. Because I do this in online games ( i do never play online games in reality) . I ran away , live shabby life, and garbage work. I want to kill myself in my dream now. I am finding ways to kill myself and in fear I woke up.

Tornado and deceased grandma and grandpa

I have a recurring dream that my grandparents come back to life and I tell them it’s crazy that they’re alive again. All happy dreams but feel normal and real.