Understand My Dreams

Dreams floor

I saw an apple and a pomegranate and a guava on a same branch. On floor I saw there muddy water and there was a coin in slippery mud I took it and I washed it in a muddy water and then there was my cousin wearing white she had a bottle in her hand she spills water and I wash my hands again. We walked and I tapped on her shoulder she looks at me with anger I said I didn't put mud on your dupatta I didn't there were stains already. That was a place where were many people it was a shrine I asked my cousin to take out her phone and capture photos she nodded but didn't and she got disappeared in a crowd there was another girl I asked her If I accompany with her she agreed then we walked. I guess I was in India and I was asking my mother that where are my clothes and I need a hair cut here. My mother is from India and we went India twice.

It started out with a zombie apocalypse, I didn’t see any zombies I just knew it. I’m out in the hot summer run in a lush green forest, looking for food and shelter. There’s a rustle behind me and I turn, hunter’s knife in hand and it’s an older man with a little kid hiding behind him. They look hungry, hungrier than me. I ask him why dosent he try out for our district’s competition. Sure it’s a zombie apocalypse but we still had a form of government. And this one held a competition twice a year for the common people to live in the capital if they won, runner ups get food. We travel to the compound where it’s being held. Like a metal auditorium, small and the steel is surprisingly not boiling hot. I trained the little girl in preparation for the competition, I’ve grown close with her and her dad. Revealing I had competed when I was 16 and won. But now I was living as an outsider. The compound soon fills with families also competing. We get sat next to a redhead family, I can tell something is off with the dad by the way he sighs as he watches his young twin daughter play. We fill out paperwork as the 13 or so judges come in and take their seats. I recognized a few but one knew me. He smiles and tilts his head in a respectful way. I turn away feeling my face go red. First is the kids spouting off facts about our government. Next to compete are the fathers. They’re made to kill zombies, the red head father almost died. A zombie aiming for his neck, I kicked it away from me and the girls and the guy I’m with kills it. The night ends, the judges leave but we are made to sleep on the steel benches and dirt floor. There’s a small lamp, I remember someone once telling me the capital uses these little lamps to signal for electricity. Turning it off is considered a crime. I’ve competed before, I know what comes the next day. I know I’m the only one awake, I turned it off to give me an extra leg up in tomorrow’s competition. Then it’s tomorrow, everyone wakes. No one notices the lamp. The judges come back, the one I know personally gives me a smile as he sits. I hear whispers. The capital holds this event twice a year because they’re struggling to keep people alive in their secluded area. It’s true. I used to live there so I know it is true. I say nothing, no one can know I competed before. I need to help the little girl and her father, they’re my friends. It’s time to complete. I look over at the tired red headed father and know immediately what he is thinking. I whisper to him, don’t kill yourself, your daughters and wife need you. He looks surprised, I shrug and get down from my seat and stand near his wife. There’s a song we are meant to sing but the tablet with the lyrics isn’t working. There’s no electricity, I made sure of that. I know the default song, it’s the district’s anthem. They have us sing it while they wrote our scores. I sing soft for the parts I know I won’t get right and belt out the parts I know I can nail. This is how I was taught to sing. By the judge that I know. He looks proud I remembered his teachings from when I was younger. I hold back a grimace. They give us our scores, we have to add them together. There’s comments left next to the scores. I notice the judge I know left me a x8. I can multiply my entire score by 8 to get the highest score and win. He leaves me a flirty compliment. The dream ends before I can get my final score.

So I had a weird dream about my boyfriend . There was a hallway that seemed like it went on forever and I felt this sense of urgency. I was running down the hall checking every single door. Panic was setting in. I went up to the next floor then the next one and again until I was on something like 37. I remember thinking "it's above me!" So for some odd reason, I went out the window standing on the edge. I even remember thinking "This is a very stupid idea. Also, how can I stop this from happening? Fuck it I'll wing it." Then in the window, I saw her. So what was she? Some kind of octopus girl who sucked the life out of guys. I remember replaying some information in my head about her as I worked on breaking into the plexiglass window. I was getting annoyed because I wasn't getting through the window fast enough. Right as I was getting pissed off, it finally gave in, and just in time. I rushed in between you and the girl and told her I couldn't allow her to do this. She asked if I would consider him a good person and I told her the best. She asked if she could pull my memories of him and I said yes. I also told her that she would have to kill me first and im not easy to kill. She asked why and I told her he was my everything. She looked at him and just disappeared. I woke up. What does it mean?

I visited London, I was at my friend's house, even though it wasn't my friend's real house. It was a party, boys and girls drinking and chatting...I was drunk and dizzy too... My friend didn't talk to me for the whole time and I wondered why...then the floor became lava, and my friend fell into it... I was thinking "I can't save him or I'll get burnt to death if I try. A girl jumped into the lava to rescue my friend and attacked me after for not doing the same. The lava wasn't hot so basically everyone was fine and I felt bad because I didn't save my friend!

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