Dreams difficulty

I am intoxicated even though I haven't drank. I fall on the bed and have difficulty breathing. I rise up to the ceiling and I consciously push myself off of the ceiling twice. I then have an image of four squares with each square showing a picture of something. Two squares show people facing backwards and I'm unable to see their faces. One I believe to be my dead geat grandmother and the other my father. The other two images show a burning city and a peaceful paradise. I was having difficulty breathing then I awoke with full body pain.

. I remember that we were supposed to go tent camping…I remember attempting to rope climb. The rope was very high up. There were two ropes twisted together. I untwisted and noticed they had knots used to assist climbers. I attempted to climb while I was by myself before anyone came to see me. I had a lot of difficulty, having to jump to gain any distance on the rope. Shortly after my attempts kids joined me, although I don’t remember seeing their faces, the feeling I had made me believe they were my own. I suddenly flashed back to the rope and remember touching the beam, signaling my success, and allowing myself to free fall back down to the ground. I remember there being problems getting through the dirt roads to get to the various places on the site. I remember there being an issue with something that we gave the attendant, and we took back from his bicycle when he wasn’t looking. Jillian, was displeased with the grounds keepers and the site, but was out running around doing adventures anyway, while I conducted business. I flashed and Jill, along with the camping adventure was gone, and I was with the ladies from the HR office playing a high stakes game of paintball. The funny thing was it was in the corporate office that we were playing. We were wearing professional garb, like helmets, BDU’s (Black) and goggles. It felt almost as if we were practicing a drill or scenario of some sort. I remember giving silent hand signals to my team members, I was the leader, and they understood what I meant. I was shocked b/c we had no formal training, but it was as if my team had been practicing for this for a long time. I remember seeing someone attempting to get the drop on us, peaking through a cracked door. I quickly pulled my head back around the corner of a wall and began to open fire. I do not remember actually hitting the person, but I do remember winning with my team, and we acted very swat team professional, and then my dreams were over.

I am retired from the federal court since 2010. I have been having dreams about the job/court since then. At first, the dreams were occasional, now they are practically daily.So much so, that I find myself saying "time to go to work" at bedtime. The dreams are of two recurring themes. In one dream, I am out of the courthouse (like out to lunch), and I cannot get back as all roads and sidewalks are blocked somehow or just gone, and I am frantic as I will be late. The other (dream) finds me working with someone whom everyone had difficulty working with, yet in the dream he is great with me, and I am bewildered as I am working with him.What is behind these dreams?

Difficulty in moving legs

At school i was being taught by women younger than myself who had outgoing personalities suitable for teaching. I compared myself to these women and felt i i did not have their ability. the school i attended was not a typical academic setting. Many of the classrooms were used for dual purpose, there was medical training and ambulance driving instructions. I was being taught a subject infront of a white bard with markers. was getting ready for school when i noticed i would have difficulty making the bus if i could not decide what clothes to wear. the white painters paints were somewhat too large and it was to hot to wear two wool sweaters, the white turtle neck and blue cardigan. i was resigned too being late to school until i figured this out. Parents than noticed i had many keys on my chain and demanded to know what each was for. I had blue, silver and other colors. i responded by saying one key was for night, day, my graphic work...