Dreams chalk

I was with my female friend who was into organic gardening. She was rinsing her recipes of lettuce off of a chalkboard but before I could write them down. I felt like I needed to write them down.

Writing of chalk on the wall

I was about to be abducted by the typical gray skinned tall aliens with big black eyes and no mouth. They were speaking to me emotionally because i am in real life a clairsentient and my astrological sign is LEO/Virgo they knew that they had to to get me emotionally invested to accept that they had chosen me to study. I begged them to just speak to me mentally because I could understand what they were saying better but pressed me, like nails on a chalkboard the emotion and energy I was feeling was making my entire being contort in discomfort, sick to my stomach. They came to me in public while i was at a bar with my friends who stood by and watched. I finally broke down crying and sobbing, drooling all over myself I was near hysterical. I told them I didnt want to go, i wasnt ready, tonight was not good for me to go with them and I needed them to leave me alone they were making feel uneasy and scared even though i had no fear of them. I asked why they were making me feel so horrible if they were trying to convince me to go with them. Eventually all i heard was white noise of emotion which paralyzed me with fear, i laid completely across the booth I was sitting in face down, rigid, my hands cupped around the sides of my face and arms tucked in close and tight to my rib cage. I felt i was in danger and i didnt want to see it coming at me if it was real. I knew as rigid as my body was all they had to do was pick me up by my arms and carry me away, and then they tried but they couldnt. I just laid there moaning, wailing, pleading with them to stop, to leave me alone, i wasnt going to go with them. Again like most of my dreams saying no no no no over and over again in protest or disbelief and very confused. I sense im longing for something in my dreams because there is a heaviness that comes over me and i cant lift it or move it off or away from me but its also very empty and dark, surrounded by many people and knowing im alone and there is no help i should be angry at them but im not. and i wake up crying saying no

I was walking in a cul-de-sac and I stopped in front of my friends house. I saw my friend and she was running out looming skinny and happy with a little boy. I was hoping shed see but she didnt acknowledge me and I was playing with chalk in front of her house. She got in her car and left.

Dream about four figures, 3 white, 1 black in a chalk circle