Understand My Dreams

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It started off where we didn't know each other. You were a professional surfer and I was on a boat but I fell off and was drowning and you saved me. We started talking and dating and stuff and four months into the relationship I accidentally got pregnant and you were really pissed at first and then you started being super supportive and sweet. Then we were at the beach and I was watching you surf and there were beautiful shells everywhere and something just made me start picking up the shells and I had my back turned to the water so I didn't notice that there was a huge wave behind me and it knocked me down and dragged me into the water. You saw me drowning again but it took a long time for you to get to me. You brought me back to the beach and I was unconscious and someone started doing cpr but they were doing it wrong and they put a lot of pressure on my stomach and later that day I ended up having a miscarriage. That made me so depressed for weeks. I wouldn't get out of bed or eat and you wouldn't talk to me for a long time. After a few months we were talking again and dating, but you saw how depressed I was and you said we should try to have another baby. So we did and after a couple of weeks it worked and you were actually happy about it. We went shopping for it and stuff. Then, while I was watching you at a surf thing, I was hanging out with your friends and this girl you used to date accused me of faking being pregnant (even though at that point it had been like 6 months) because she thought I was just trying to keep you around. I got pissed and said (I remember this part really well for some reason) "you're just mad because he thinks your butt is terrible." She got mad and said that it probably wasn't even your kid, and somehow she convinced you that it wasn't, so she forced me to get a paternity test and then she knocked me out. I woke up in a giant fish tank and some woman found me and told me to leave the country if I knew what was best for me. She had a knife so I did what she said. Even though it was your kid, the girl faked the results and made it look like it wasn't. You dumped me and I ended up throwing myself in the ocean and you found me. I was dead but the baby wasn't and you gave it to my mother. That's all I remember.

I had a positive pregnancy test and was so excited. About an hour later I started poring with blood and my fiancé took me to the hospital where I Had a miscarriage. A horrible nurse looked at me while I was holding my tiny baby and said 'it's just your baby it's DEAD'. She took my baby away and a different nurse took my baby off the other nurse and brought my baby back to me in a little box with fabric in and my fiancé and I just cried while the nurse sat beside me.

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