Waterfall and open sky . again i am seeing myself in my school {high school 5 yrs back} doing potty. and after that i saw lots of flowers and butterflies flying over them.
Water fall and open sky . again i am seeing myself in my school {high school 5 yrs back} doing potty. and after that i saw lots of flowers and butterflies flying over them.
I dreamed of mini white butterflies loads of them fluttering around on my bed.
Was having a clear of my old clothes that not been used or seen in years. 1 by 1 I pulled out a piece of my clothing from the dark storage place. in the light I unfolded the item to get a proper look at, as I did this a few peachy pale coloured live fishing bait / maggots dropped straight towards the floor, the were quite small, arched (like a rainbow) both ends facing ground. I felt calm content and happy, i was finnaly getting rid of the old stuff. Also I had exicitment curiosty butterflies feeings in my stomack very positive vibes. couldn't wait to have one last look and remonise on the times related to the item of clothing whether it was good or bad memory, it was now going to be a positive ending to those years/chapter of life. I was smiling as it all happened and even laughed.
Saw a butterfly fluttering around my head. I'm scared of butterflies
Eating butterflies
Mother had a dream that people were remarking about the beautiful butterflies on her shoulders
And old friend, talking and charming, cartoonish face paint upon him. butterflies, the colors green and purple.... flirting and sex..? driving all around a rural town in a truck, searching, chasing, running... a moth held in my hands so small fragile and delicate, you're mine now.
It all started with me in prison trying to escape, and I did so. I ran to my grandmas house most of my family was there. They tried to catch me and hand me over to the police, I got away by jumping out of the bathroom window. I was running through backyards were I encountered dozens of dogs trying to attack me, I continued to jump over fences and run through fields. I ended up behind a grocery store, I than called my girlfriend and told her what was going on, she broke up with me even knowing she was pregnant with my baby. I asked her to stay with me and asked her to wait for but she couldn't. I was worried for her about rent and bills. After that I was caught by the police, and them knowing I wouldn't get out for years and years they allowed me to stay with my family for a few hours. I flashed into a dark field with all of my family looking up at the stars and thinking about life, on my way back walking through the field 3 giant monarch butterflies flew towards me landing on my neck ( I could feel them licking my neck as if it was very real). After getting to the car they disappeared into thin air.
In my dream I was running a race to get to a boat. Only a select amount of people were allowed onboard. My friend and I were faced with many obstacles. My friend kept running away from me and I was trying to catch up to her. but she ran faster when I got close to her.we ran by a pool, I ran though bushes and though a city street that wasn't straight. we ran down the dock to the boat. the boat was very tight inside. The boat turned into a submarine. and a teacher appeared and was telling us about sea life but I didn't pay attention. I kept drawing a shipwreck in a notebook I was clinging on to. Someone was staring at me and when I finally looked up is was my ex- boyfriend . we sat there staring at each other for a really long time. then my friend came and sat in between us and I remember that made me really upset because he wasn't close to me anymore. finally she left because we were talking to much but we weren't saying a word. I felt overwhelmed with his presence there. too much emotion building up inside of me. I wanted to get closer to him. in his eyes he was searching but trying to keep a blank face while looking at me. finally he smiled softly at me and we embraced each other. I felt very warm in my stomach while I was dreaming this. like my stomach had a thousand butterflies in it. his hands were really warm but I was really cold so it felt comforting. he kissed me for a really long time. we kissed we didn't need to breath so we sat there kissing for a really long time. during this time the inside of my body was melting. then it was just us two.