What is the meaning in a dream of want

I had a dream about I'm studying college somewhere in the college my School friends also there. In that class I'm the silent girl moreover I was sit at first bench in the class. I was late joine however I got one friend who have a handsome, cute , loyal man. He have a lot of girls fan but he only want to friendship with me. One day he proposed me and I'm accept his proposal. One day so many rumours about his I got my some people. He was trying to convince me to said that this is was rumour but I'm not ready to know that it is. We all travel at the bus he was sit behind me. I'm looking him both know well but I'm in anger. At the time we where sit at the bus some people tell me about him that rumours on that time I look at him moreover asking him in my eyes he said no then I talk with him. Then I'm side with him then talk with him on his ears. I'm eating chicken and asking him do you want he said no i don't eat sometimes only I eat that you eat my dear. Then I'm eating food he was sighting me. Then in he drop at our college front gate. At the time girls trying to talk with him but he doesn't mind those people who try to impress him. He is familiar man but only want me. He doesn't mind others who try to impress

An ugly man wanted to have sex with me—as in it was Going to happen, he was naked and trying to have at me and I was startled seeing his face, it scared me and I recoiled, but suddenly felt…bad? For feeling so disturbed by his face, So I end up looking at what he was working with downstairs and essentially come to the conclusion it wouldn’t be too terrible. Things began to progress—oddly enough he asked if I liked what I saw, (I definitely did not like what I saw when I saw his face, still somewhat offensive to my eyes which I still feel bad for but it was truly a face like I’d never seen in waking life.) I said, “yes”, and even in the dream it felt odd, unsure of why the word left my lips though I was talking about, well,not his face, as he had a decent physique…but before having sex with him, I woke up. I felt very strange about it upon waking up.

White cats in my bedroom after I woke up in the morning, they came in through an open window, I then hit them with a belt because I was scared and wanted to chase them away